Dear You, I Need You ||Justin Hills||

Justin's P.O.V.

"Home is home."

It took all I ad to stay calm. To not rip off his face, like I wanted to. This man, this one little speckle of dust in the whole world, caused so many problems. 

Now, I'm not saying it's his all his fault. But he's not a perfect angel. I know that Angela also had a say in the affair, but he knew we were together. Angela and I always went on double dates with him and his girlfriend. 

Warren Rothery, the high school heartthrob. The college no one. Mr. Popular at the clubs. But he knew how to say no, he knew when to say no. He had a girlfriend, a life set ahead of him. Everything was perfect . But of course, he wasn't the best at keeping things consistent. Angela came running to him, or maybe, he went running to her. That ruined everything for him. 

With my popularity in the world, everyone seemed to figure out what he did. His girlfriend left him, the people at his work rejected him, causing him to quit. 

He was going so far, he had an internship at a popular record label. Looking to be the next number one producer. He already had a well amount of money. But after the affair, he lost himself. He turned cold, acted almost as if he was dead. Spent his money on alcohol and clothes. Or, that's what I heard. 

Looking at him now, he seems better than what people are saying. He seems well shaven, doesn't smell like alcohol. The only thing that seems out of place is that his hair looks like his hands ran through it two too many times. Warren always had a thing for keeping his hair perfect. 

"Why'd you run off?" His brown eyes were searching my face, a slight smirk on his face. 

I felt myself still as the words came out of his mouth. 

Why'd you run off

Oh I don't know, maybe it was a spur in the moment. I definitely didn't leave to get away from all this bullshit.

"Because I was done."

"Do you know what you did to Angela? How she felt? You hurt her" he told me. 

What about me? Did my feeling not matter. 

"You left your own damn kid, Justin."

"Do you even know the damn story, Warren? I mean you should, you had an affair with her. You can't just expect me to be okay when my girlfriend cheats on me. And the kid, I didn't know about him. So don't be going on all this shit saying I hurt her. She hurt me and you hurt me." 

The words just spilled out of my mouth. Out of anger and stress. Why does it always come back to me. 

Oh! Everything is Justin's fault! Angela cheated on Justin because he did something. Angela, the perfect damn angel. 

I was done. I left because it all built up on me. I couldn't handle it. 

"What were you thinking, man. You had the world. I had the world. Why's you do it" I asked. My shoulders slumped, all my anger from moments before was gone, replaced with sadness and defeat. 

Both of our lives changed, along with many other people. 

"She said you guys broke up. She told me Michelle was with another man. I didn't know."

"What?! Why'd she say that?" I was surprised and hurt. She lied to him to get him in bed? She wanted me gone that badly. 

"I don't know man, she was drunk."

Those were the last word I heard from him before I ran to the hospital. 

I'm done with her shit. I thought it was an affair that only he was willing for and she gave in. Not this. 

I thought we could maybe work things out, become closer again. But I guess I was wrong. Again. 

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~Oh man, there's some drama. 

So, sorry I didn't get this up yesterday. Something happened and I was about to throw some off a cliff. I'm somewhat better now :\

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