Dear You, I Need You ||Justin Hills||

Third Person View

Angela didn't know what to do. Her decisions were made out of spite. What is she spiteful for? No one knows. Maybe it's the fact she's missing a leg. Or that it took her almost dying to get Justin to finally come back.  

To say that Angela was disappointed in herself, would be an understatement. She was so caught up on the fact that Justin was over her, that she didn't give one thought about the son she was trying to leave. 

What was she thinking? Trying to kill herself instead of being there for someone who needed her most. What would've happened if she did die in the car crash? Her son would be put in the system. Her family would be even more disappointed in her than they are now. She would've hurt Justin even more than she already has. 

Sitting at home, unable to move, that's all she could think about. It was a mistake, and she knew that. But what if it were for the best. 

"What's wrong with me" Angela groaned, starting to stand up. 

But of course, standing was out of the question when you only have one leg. Usually, she would be fine with not being to get up. But this time she has to use the bathroom, and her crutches were in her bedroom. 

Yesterday, Angela decided she wanted to start learning how to get around with only one leg. And when she struggled, Justin would always come when she called for him. But now he was walking with Evan. She was alone. 

Agitated, Angela started looking around for something that could help her get to the bath. to stand, she could use the coach to steady her. But from there, there was nothing. The other couch was too far from the current one she was at. And hopping is far to complicated. 

The idea of crawling suddenly came to her. So she the crouched down and started 'crawling'. It was the same formation you would see a dog rubbing it's but on the floor. And as weird and embarrassing as it may see, it was the only choice for Angela. Then after a minute, she made it to the other couch. From there she could stand and use the wall to get to the bathroom. It wasn't too far from here. 

Angela used the couch to push herself up and leaned onto the wall. 

Only a few steps she told herself. Just be careful

And she was careful, till she was two steps away, and her balance was lost. 

"God dammit, why can't I do anything right" she groaned. 

By this time, her need to get to the bathroom was more than urgent. Getting to the bathroom fast was very important. But of course, she didn't get there in time. 

She did get to the bathroom, but she didn't get to the toilet. 

"Why me" Angela cried, "Why does all this shit happen to me, what did I do?"

Angela leaned against the wall, sitting in her own filth. She had no energy to get up. Her phone was in the other room, so calling someone was another story. 

Now she just had to wait. 

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Justin walked down the street, pushing Evan on the stroller. His mind was racing and walking out was the only choice. 

Of course, he is going back. But dealing with Angela was the last thing he wanted to do at the moment. 

He tried to deal with it. But sometimes, something can become too much. His head hurt, his heart was racing faster than it should be. He needed to control his anger before he did something stupid. 

Justin needed help. He needed someone patient who could help him and Angela. He knew he couldn't deal with this alone. Therapy was always a choice. But that was a choice Angela refused to deal with. 

So what do you do?If therapy is out of the question, her parents were out of her life as soon as she decided to not practice the religion her parents went by. Angela didn't have any siblings or friends. 

Then the perfect idea came to him, as if a light bulb lit up in his head.  

His mother.  Sure, she wasn't the biggest fan of Angela since she cheated on him. But she always had a special place in her heart for Angela. Just just hoped that, that spot hasn't turned black. 

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~Yo

So, in this chapter, it dealt with real life problems, and it wasn't pretty. I got the idea from an episode in Grey's Anatomy. so creds to them. 

I know this chapter is shorter but the next one will be longer cause it has a lot going in it. :)

Chapter dedicated to my friend mooninmyhands because she has voted and commented on every chapter I have posted. She also has a Justin Hills book so go and check it out. 

Hope you liked this chapter. 

~Christa Xx