Dear You, I Need You ||Justin Hills||

Justin's P.O.V

A/N: Sorry this is late :( ENJOY

"What exactly went through your mind when you drank a sip of alcohol with a goddamn baby in your stomach. Is it the new fucking style? 'Oh hey! Let's go get shit faced with a human in my stomach and cheat on the father?' What the actual fuck."

To say I was pissed, would be an understatement. I knew she had an affair, that already was hard, but she was drunk, he thought we weren't together. She lied. 

"W-what are you talking ab-bout J-justin." She was close to tears, surprised at my outburst, or shocked that I knew the story.

"What am I talking about?! You and I both know damn well Angela. Y'know, I was hoping to try and fix things with us, get my long time friend back, but holy shit!" A small chuckle escape my lips as I grabbed my Jacket wallet and phone. My mind was racing, and I know I'll regret this, but I can't keep hurting myself. I have a life and a girlfriend. There's people that depend on me. I can't deal with this. 

"Where are you going" Angela asked, her voice was thick and a single tear fell down her cheek. A flash of sympathy flashed through me but quickly went away as I remembered what she did to me. 

"I can't let myself keep getting hurt. This is love is toxic. It hurts me, every time I see you, the memories always flood back. I need to leave."

"What about Evan, he needs you in his life. He needs a father" her voice broke at the end of her sentence and she broke down into sobs. I felt a tear fall down my cheek. 

You need to do this, Justin. She hurt you. You can't risk getting hurt again. 

Think of what'll happen if she hurts you again, and you go back to the way you used to be. 

But I need to be here for Evan. Like she said, he needs a father. 

So many thoughts flew through my mind, Evan, the band, the fans, me, Angela. 

I can't do this anymore. 

"I'll stop by. I just need to figure this out."

Angela looked up at me, tears still falling. She looked so broken and vulnerable. So innocent. 

Before I said anything, or did anything, I ran out of the room, not looking back to the broken girl. 

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~WOW

Sorry for being late, again. I'm trying to get used to the update schedule. I'll get there. 

So yeah, I have the next chapter planned out and I'm excited. 

Sorry this is so short, it's more of a filler chapter, hopefully it wasn't too terrible. 

Until then. 

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