Secret Lovers (completed)

Chapter 19

Its been 3 weeks now. Im still in this hospital. I started eatting. But it wasn't till after I got a letter from Trinity. She had sent me a picture of some kids that were in there some as young as 4. They all looked so adorable. The kids were really pretty, but the prettiest thing i saw in the kids, was their eyes. Their eyes were filled with hope, and they were so happy. In a sence that also made me re-think everything. Here i was being depressed because i had been moved away from my first love, but these kids were battling for their lives and still seemed to have a smile on their face. Eyes still bright and shinning.

In her letter she told me about how she missed me and loved me. It made me smile.

"GoodMorning, Ms.Jayde. Feeling better?" Asked the nurse. Nurse Jazmine. She came in everyday and everyday she asked the same question and everyday I ignore her.

"Im doing fine. Thank you." Her eyes got big and she smiled the biggest smile I had ever seen in my life.

"Thats good to hear. Very good to hear."

"When will i be able to get out of here? Im feeling better and im doing better. Im eatting on my own and everything." I sounded like a happy kid.

"If you keep this up, you could be out of here in about a week."

"Thank you."

"Your welcome babygirl." I started to read over the letter again. Jazmine was pulling my tray of food in. "Got a letter?"

"Yea, its from my girlfriend. She has cancer." I stated while looking at the pictures.

"Oh, no." She put her hand on her chest. "Im sorry to hear that. Is she okay?"

"Yes, she's getting better. Here come see her." I handed the photo to her. Trinity was in a room. It was a bright blue room like the morning sky. She was smiling big and her hair had gotten thin, but she still looked like the gorgeous person i remember. Her brown eyes were bright.

"Oh. My. God. She's really pretty."

"Thank You."

"Welcome." Jazmine left the room, but that wasnt the last time she had came to visit. I later found out that she was 20 and she was working here as a intern so she could get familiar with the clinic and how the patients can react. I guess after awhile she had became my friend. I had group with a bunch of other kids that were in this part of the hospital. It was cool, some where in there because they wanted to kill themselves, others bipolar disorder, and others depression. It was a mixed crowd but all the kids were down to earth.

"Jayde!" Tyrell yelled in my ear!

"Yes?" I had gotten a call from her, earlier during group.

"I miss you. We never went for ice cream! I didnt forget. When will you be back? My mom says you got sick cause Trinity got sick. How does that happen? Is it like a disease? Can I catch it to? When will you come to my house? Im making 9 soon! My mama said we could go visit Trinity! Do you want to come?"

"Tyrell. Tryell. You have to slow down. I can't answer your questions if you talk so fast!" I laughed into the phone.

"Oh, yea. When will you be out?"

"I don't know, I'll try to be out in a weak."

"Will we go for ice cream when you come back?"

"Yesss!"

"Can I catch what Trinity has? Did you catch what she has?"

"No, you can't just catch it and no. When you miss someone as much as I miss your sister, you can forget about eatting and all that because you dont have that person."

"How can you forget to eat? Your tummy makes the noise."

"Yes, but I didnt listen to my tummy. I refused to listen to anybody. Eat or drink, so i got really weak and sick."

"Are you eatting? Will you get better, Jayde?"

"Yes, Tyrell, im feeling alot better."

"I got some new dolls. One looks like you and the other one looks like Trinity. Well there not my dolls. My mommy bought them but she said that its for us, but i cant play with them. But she said they were ours so i don't know....." Tyrell went on and on in my ear about the dolls. She was sad when i had to go, but the people here only let you be on the phone for a hour before yoi have to hang up and they dont let you hang up. They just disconnect the call. All you hear is air.

"Jayde, wake up. You have a visitor." I woke up to Jazmine sitting on my bed.

"Who is it?" I asked. Getting up to head to the bathrom across the hall. All the girls shared this big bathroom. It had 5 showers, 7 toilets, and 7 sinks. Jazmine followed me in.

"Im not allowed to tell you. Just look pretty." I smiled. I was so happy. It must be my parents. Jazmine had said they came to visit quit often but i dont remember any of that. I just remember starring into space for weeks and yesterday. I walked back to my room and put on some dark blue sweat pants, a white tank top and my Nike Diamon Turfs 2. I walked to the waiting room and almost fell out when i saw a angel sitting in there. The most perfect angle that could have only been made from the finest ingrediants. Trinity, sat proudly in the green chair. I ran back to the bathroom and brushed down my hair. I couldn't let her see me like this. I calmed my nerves and walked slowly back to the waiting area, but she wasnt there. My eyes started to scan the room frantically as i looked for her. I felt a light tap on my shoulder and turned to see Trinity smilling at me. My world felt complete. My baby was back.