Crystallized Pain:A creepypasta story

Chapter 21:Just a dream or a horrible reality?

Kat's pov

The familiar burn of water filled my lungs again, my body twitched and jerked trying to dispel it but with every second it only got worse. I was still conscious, aware of every little detail around me. Is that what it's like before you die.? You mind memorized every single little detail of your last moments before your shoved into the unknowns and forgotten. My thoughts were still calm even as I felt my heart stutter every beat. I felt my muscles shake and quiver as just before they went numb. Everything first my toes and my fingers and then it crawled up more devouring my body.

Everything disappearing from feeling sight and the world around be sheathed by a world of the dark unknown. It crawled up my palms to my wrist up my feet and ankles and past my knees. It closed in from every through. H lungs my veins my heart. It invaded my mouth and my ears covering my eyes. The I was gone only my mind. My conciseness the very soul of my being. I could not move, see, hear, talk, only think, think of everything while I was alone in the unending dark unknown.

I was trapped in a cell of eternal darkness forced to think. was completely alone not even my own body was there to keep me company. I was nothing. My thoughts wandered through the darkness as I waited. What was I even waiting for. I had drowned and now I was dead, a forgotten mind. I wondered if perhaps my eyes were simply closed at times, but I had no eyes, not that I could feel and control. It felt like it had been days when I had an epiphany. Move with you mind not your body. It was something my dad used to say when we played chest. But now it had a whole new meaning

I focused everything I had into a single movement moving my consciousness creating a circle that I could move around in. It took hours but I had made it, a 3D sphere of world of mass that I could see touch. It was there a little glowing bubble in the darkness. I stretched my consciousness as far as I could to the edge of it and did it again, and again, and again, I wanted space to move, to exist. I had nothing better to do anyways I would be trapped here for eternity.

Circle after circle after circle. Till I could no longer see where the end of my new world was. It had been a week. Well that's what it felt like. Did time even exist anymore. I pushed these thoughts from my mind. I wasn't tired from work. I was pure energy now just a mind with no limits in a limitless darkness. I moved back to the center of where it all began. I wanted a place like home. A place I felt safe and could recognize. A endless blue clear sky, a bright sun in the center that moved ever so slightly. Lush green grass and hills. Trees forest lakes rivers. Everything I had left when I fell into the pond. Hell I had lost it the second I climbed out my window.

I had a world now. Next was was a body. Could I create that. Was this world simply that limitless or were there somethings not even the mind could do. I focused on every feeling I had ever felt. Sketching with my hands. Running till the world grew dim. The pain, all the pain I had felt when the moon and sun collided. Everything. Then it came back not slowly but not instantly. It was like having a bucket of cold water dumped on you. And everything came back. I stared down at my body. I was wearing the Sam thing I was before I entered the forest. Yet it was still in perfect condition. No rips, no blood. If I could create my body could I alter It.

But that thought was soon forgotten as the true joy that I was whole again bursts forth. I ran around on the world I had created smiling and laughing loudly. It was amazing. It felt so real, just like the world back home. I was in complete control and in someways this world was better than anything on earth. I was no longer weak and helpless.mi was strong, unbeatable, In control. I stopped I controlled everything.

It was so much power and I was going to use every last bit of it. First my dreams, everything I had always wanted to exist or to happen. I fell to my knees as the first change occurred, wings. They were the only thing I wanted to have on my body. Large feathered wings surrounded me, copper brown shimmering in the sunlight. I stood there adjusting to the feeling for a few moments then I stood. They were heavy. I made the gravity force lesser. It was odd being able to do such things.

Then I slowly put it back so I could handle the new weight. Then I started moving them, slow and jagged at first. But the beating soon turned into a rhythmic sequence in, out, in, out. The up and up and up. Straight up faster than I though I would ever reach. I spun and twisted and swirled and dived. Living out my eternal dream. I landed hours later tired. I hues with a body and a realistic world comes weakness. I needed a house. "A CASTLE" it was the first time I had said anything. It was odd the way it sounded so inhuman. It was amazing. If this was death I didn't mind. And if I ever got lonely I would just make people.... Make people.

And that's what I did, I created my own earth my own universe. I started it off in medieval times. Creating castles and villages and villagers with fake memories and free will. It was like a scene from a video game. I sat there in my castle staring out at my world. I was a ruler of my own kingdom I was a God of my own universe. I was happy. I was dead, yet I was happy. Then a message arrived. "A visitor wishes to see the ruler." He said oddly. I nodded and followed downstairs sitting on my wooden throne. I got visitors rarely since my world was perfect.

Then a hooded figure entered. I could sense the fear and confuse the radiating off her. Then I noticed I didn't create her nor did any of the villagers. I froze and stared at this new being, she froze just the same when she saw me, "k-Kat?" Her voice was soft and cracking. I knew the voice. "Ness?" Did she die to did I pull her down with me and bring her to her death. Did they kill her. I was so confused. I felt the world shift with my emotion. The feeling of a distant destructive storm growing near and the panic of my people. "Stay!" I said before leaping out the door and into the air. Staring at the storm. I had to put on a show I couldn't just simply snap my fingers and make it go away.

After a dramatic battle I landed again ness still there uttering to herself. "Did you die?" I asked her softly. She jumped ever so slightly. "No, you're dead not me, I am dreaming!" She growled. "Yes I am dead, but I am real." I answered she shook her head angrily. "I can't take this, you're not real your a dream my imagination!" She screamed. I didn't like altering my people emotions so I brought fourth the wind. It slammed the doors shut blocked every window drowned out every scream. She froze "how did you-" I cut her off. "This is my world, my realm after death, it is mine and I control it. This is not a dream, I am real, and if anyone is not rail it is you." She was frozen.

"Prove it, prove to me you're real." She commanded. "Ask me anything only I would know and you wouldn't" It was silent for a long time then she spoke again. " how did you find the crystal?" She asked "in the same pond that took my life I think, I was bleeding out from my battle with the rake and I saw a pond I then dipped my leg in, I found myself in a cave not much later and then I found the crystal. Next thing I knew I was drowning." Her eyes became teary again. "You're still here but you're body slender said it was dead," she whispered. "Where's my body?" I asked quite defenses of my old body. " slender carried it back and then he carried it to Eyeless Jacks room.He tied us together and that's what brought me here." She answered.

A new question arose, could I go back. Like that the whole area disappear the familiar darkness surrounding both me and ness, our bodies still present. From her heart floated a light blew stingy cord floating down through a hole. We both neared it it went all the way down to her sleeping body where it connected with her live heart.

The same cord floated from. My heart and towards a hole but was torn before it could reach it. I peered down the hole. My body laid pale and lifeless on a metal table. . . I knew where I was. If i was going to go back I needed to go back now, while my kidneys were still present. I tried to reach through the grab the other end of the cord only a few feet away but as I stuck it through it burned my hand burned like it was on fire. I pulled it back. The I saw the door open. "Fuck" I muttered without another thought I slipped my entire body through the tiny hole and was consumed by the pain. It was like swimming in lava. Yet it was bearable compared to what I had felt.

He took a scalpel and neared my body. Could he see me could he feel me?He stopped and stared at me dropping his scalpel when I came into view. He was silent. I started going numb. I couldn't go numb not now. With a large shove he stumbled back into the wall hitting his head. He fell to the floor unconscious. I ran towards the cord even as it never got closer, like chasing a rainbow. I was almost completely numb now. Almost gone. Then I leapt as far as I could stream thing my body and mind as far as I could... Then I was trapped in darkness again. Why was it always darkness?