Spell Binding (Phan- [little bit] kickthestickz)

a memory

I woke up from the sound of my alarm clock buzzing, sending waves of shock through my body. I sat up quickly- big mistake- my head was pounding. I shouldn't have drunk that much. I groaned rubbing my head, looking round the room, trying to remember what happened last night.

I drink too much

I danced

I saw phil and..Amy together?

what then? I couldn't remember- my head was killing and I needed to get to breakfast soon. I walked into the bathroom and pulled out the paracetamol box, popping two into my mouth before cupping water into my hands to wash them down. I washed down my face and brushed my teeth before plugging in my hair straighteners.

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I walked into class, my head still spinning. First lesson double Muggle studies- great. I sat down in my usual seat, the on next to Phil. "You OK?" I asked smiling. "Um..yeah" He replied shuffling his chair a bit further away from me. i was confused- more than confused hurt. Why would he do that? Maybe he did it unintentionally I thought, I hadn't done anything to offend or hurt him had I? The lesson went by slowly with Phil only talking to me when he had to- and even when he didn't it was only. "Can I borrow a pen" Or "Can I use your ruler?" Nothing about anything really.

The teacher finally signaled the end of class, saying that we had homework and blah blah blah, I just really wanted to talk to Phil about why he was being so cold. "Hey Phil wait up!" I shouted packing the last of my things away, but he was gone before I could stop him. Chris walked up to me putting his hands on my shoulders. "Can't you remember last night?" He whispered, a pitiful look in his eyes. "No? not really.." I trailed off trying to remember last nights events. Of course. HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID? the sudden realization hit me. I kissed him. I kissed my friend. Of course he was cold to me he was weirded out! Stupid stupid Dan.

I gasped, aware that Chris was looking at me nodding his head. "How do you know?" I asked curiously. "He told me and Pj- but that's it no one else" He said biting his lip and placing his hands back down to his sides. "You better just leave him mate- like just for today or something. "No- I need to go talk to him!" I rushed, running out the room into the nearly empty hallway. We had lunch now so he could be anywhere. I started to panic, but then I realized this was Phil- he may be cool and popular but he liked reading- and he often went to the libray to get away from 'popular' group and just be with us.

I sprinted up the spiral stairs as quick as possible- realising just how un-fit I really was. I got there and walked into the silent, spooky room. I tiptoed silently toward the 'history' section knowing Phil would probably be there- I was right. "Dan what are you Doing in here?" He hissed, putting the book down to his lap. "I..I wanted to apologise for last night" I mumbled, my cheeks flaming up. Phil sighed "Don't be" He muttred- keeping the hush tone of the libary "B..but why? I pushed amy away then..then kissed you!" I gulped- not really wanting to go back to that- even though it was amazing. 

He looked at me for a long time. His blue orbs staring deeply into mine, I stood there, still as a rock. "Dan- I..I don't actually like Amy". He said it as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. "So...why where you kissing her? why where you with her yesterday?" I asked, a million questions swimming through my mind. Phil smiled sadly. "I basically used her Dan" He said bowing his head down. "Wh..why?" I whispered confused. "Because I'm popular- because I have really known famous parents who would hate me, because I have a reputation to up-hold, because I shouldn't feel like this towards boys, I shouldn't need to hide it Dan but I have to, My parents would kill me! They would disown me! I shouldn't be doing this Dan- I shouldn't be falling for you!" His sobs becoming louder and bitter.

I shouldn't be falling for you

I shouldn't be falling for you

I shouldn't be falling for you

A/N...Oh....oops...Tell me what you think *yay*