Spell Binding (Phan- [little bit] kickthestickz)

Letters

A week later Chris decided to send PJ a letter- one expressing his love and feelings towards him. In a way it kinda made me feel sick- all the lovey dovey stuff, yet it makes me jealous- jealous knowing Chris has the guts that I don't, jealous that Chris might have a chance with PJ. I have no chance in hell to get with Phil. 1. He's popular 2. Every girl and even a few boys like him- so lots of competition and 3. I'm not even sure if he's gay- or even bi. To be honest its a miracle we're even friends!

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The next morning Chris received a letter at breakfast- It was from PJ. Chris slowly opened it- looking kinda scared at what PJ thought about this. "So how did he take it?" I asked, a little nervous for him. Chris looked up at me, his eyes gleaming and big like a kittens. "He...he likes me back!" Chris squealed in delight, holding the envelope close to his chest. I smiled whole-heartedly, genuinely happy for him, but I couldn't help noticing a tight knot in my stomach that remained there for our lessons of double potions- I'm certain it was jealousy.

In the afternoon we had a free period, seeing as most of the teachers were busy grading the first years on their flying ability's. We all sat on the field, Chris and Pj holding hands and sitting closer together than usual. "I'm so happy for you two!" Phil smiled munching on a pepper imp, making his ears and nose steam with black smoke, I chuckled at him, but Chris and Pj didn't even notice.  "Thanks" Pj smiled gazing longingly at Chris. "I've liked him for ages, I just didn't know how to Tell him" He muttered, still staring at Chris, their eyes glued together, big smiles playing at their lips.

"So got your eye on anyone?" Phil asked, laying on the grass, his arms behind his head, looking at me this time. "Um..no, not really- how about you Mr. Oh-so popular?" I chuckled. "A few" He replied casually looking around. My heart started to quicken. "Who?" "Just some people from my house" He mumbled, staring at the sky and sighing gently. My heart fell from my chest- I wans't in his house nor was he in mine. "Oh"

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"So you coming to the match tomorrow?" Phil turned to all of us as we made our way to our rooms. "Yes of course" I chirped, we both looked at Chris and Pj, who seemed to be much more interested in eating each-others face off than talk to us. "And you two?" Phil asked snapping his fingers infront of their faces. They pulled apart quickly. "Huh? oh the match yeah sure defo" Chris muttered before pouncing on Pj again. "Eurgh love struck couples" Phil mocked making kissy noises then imitating someone gagging. I laughed and agreed. "See you tomorrow yeah?" he smiled at me knowing it would be a yes before I got to answer. "Of course" I answered, saying a quick good-bye before prizing Pj and Chris apart and walking to our room.

We spent the night eating animal crackers making funny noises and messing around with Robert and Greg (our room mates). It was nice, it got my mind off Phil- that was of course until we got into bed. The light were off and I could hear everyone softly snoring in their sleep. 'Some one from my house' Played over in my mind.

I knew I had no chance.

A/N I'm not really sure I like this but I wrote it whilst I was at this gathering on a massive field because I didn't want to socialise...oops.