the dorm // joshler

twenty-three

I LOVE normanikoerdi SO MUCH

DAMN i am romantic as fuck. for my and tylers 6 month anniversary, i'm taking him to his favorite italian restaurant, and then going to the fair that is outside of town.

i am good.

"brendon!" i scream from my room. i hear heavy footsteps and soon enough, i see brendon. "what the fuck do you want?" he said while plopping onto my bed. i explain my plan to him and he ponders it for a few seconds.

"damn, dun. didn't know you had it in you." he said chuckling and patting my back. "good luck home dawg." he said while closing my door.

•••

fuck. okay. okay. okay. i'm good. okay. woo, we're about to leave. i'm okay. fuck. i'm not okay. i am scared as shit. what if he doesn't like this date? what if...

i am pulled out of my thoughts when i hear a knock at the bathroom door. i look over and see tyler peeking his head in the door.

"josh? are you okay?" he asked coming over and hugging me.

"i-uh, yeah i'm okay. just a little nervous i guess." he smiles at me and nods.

"theres nothing to be nervous about, no matter what happens it will be great because i'm with you." he plants a soft kiss on my cheek and this made all my nervousness melt away. i smiled back at him and grabbed his hand.

well, here we go.

•••

how the fuck did this happen? i am standing in line at a food truck, in a wet blaser, and holding tylers hand.

when we got to the restaurant, and when i told them my reservation name, they said they didn't have the name down. so then we left and i was walking down the street, and a fucking 18-wheeler drove by and splashed me and tyler with muddy water. what the fuck? thats like movie shit.

"excuse me, uh, sir?" i look up and see we are at the front and tyler had already ordered. i apologized and ordered my food. once we got it all, we walked a little ways away and sat on the curb. i look at tyler and he's enjoying a burrito.

"i'm really sorry."

"about what?" he looks at me confused.

"this whole date got messed up. it was our 6 months and i was trying to make this really romantic and i just wanted us to have a good time and it's too late for us to even go to the fair no-"

i was cut off as he kissed me.

"i am having fun. i already told you, everything is perfect when i'm with you." he smiled at me and rested his head on my shoulder.

"i love you, ty."

"i love you too, j."