Under a Paper Moon (Jalex)

Chapter 7

Jack's POV

I couldn't find a god damn thing to wear for tonight and everything was stressing the hell out of me and it turns out Alex has the exact same problem. 'Tonight won't be any good :( ' He updated his Skype status, I felt as if I was the one making it like this. You know what, fuck it. Lately I wasn't sure who I even am well this is who I am now.

Hi, I'm Jack Barakat. I'm another one of those broken, messed up kids that's had the weight of the world on his back most of his life but now? Thanks to one guy that was changing. Our 'relationship' with one another wasn't exactly plain sailing but then again it was never going to be like one of those British love films that Alex would always go on about. So instead of getting pissed and fucking each other we were going to see on of those god damn films and not be like every other high school couple. This guy I can't even describe what he means or how he makes me better everyday- wait that's catchy, I best take a note of it- All those years he was gone I spent suffering and hurting but all he has to do is look at me and its all gone. He's not perfect and I know what he's been through exactly even though he thinks I know nothing I know what his dads meetings are for. I know why he moved here from the UK but I still didn't know how he felt about me.

Damn I must have been talking to myself for an hour because it was time to go to the party. Well that's where he thought we were going. "I'll drive, seen as you don't know where it is." I laughed as we got into his car. He seemed more quiet than usual and he wasn't in a costume too. "Jack we need to talk. I hate parties. I'll go if you want to bu.." Alex stopped as soon as he realised we weren't even going to the shitty thing. "I LOVE YOU" He screamed at me, dragging me inside and squeezing me so tight like a little kid would with a teddy bear. My eyes became set on the poster for the new horror film but I knew we had to see what Lex wanted. "2 for-" Alex butted in "- That creepy looking film." He grinned at me.

Alex's POV

It wasn't even half an hour into the film and Jack was already squeezing the life out of me. In retrospect as much as I loved 'cute and fluffy' Jack I still wanted to fuck his brains out. My phone was going crazy. Mom text, 'Me and Mrs.Barakat are having a break from you two!! Only joking love, we'll be gone two weeks so you get some private time and we get pampered xxx' For the rest of the film I had a huge grin plastered on my face. A whole two weeks alone at home with Jack. God damn my eyes were wondering along every part of Jack's body was just enough to make me want to- "Lex? Walk me home?" Jack whispered as everyone left, indicating the film was over. I showed him the text my mom sent and it turns out his mom sent him the same.

By the time we got back to mine no one was there, perfect. Jack was still scared out of his mind because of that film but he didn't even know I'd not been paying attention. I was too busy imaging what was under his clothes. "Alex..do you mind?" He shoo'ed me out of my room as he got changed. What were we? Fuck buddies, friends with benefits? Ugh. But as I said I should turn off the whole 'hornball' thing. "Gotta pee!" He ran into the bathroom. Just as I was about to make my way downstairs I could hear him grunting and moaning, was he by himself? Then I heard what he was saying in between the grunts 'Alex' yep that was right. Jack was getting off thinking of me and screaming my name.

I decided it'd be best to wait for him downstairs and let him finish off. Why the heck was he avoiding me? He could of easily asked me for a hand with what he was doing..maybe I scared him into this whole thing. "JACK!" I yelled several times until I heard his footsteps. "Listen. I need to talk to you." I turned to him to see he was just stood their fully naked. "No, I need to talk to you. I'm fully comfortable around you." He sighed as if he'd been holding it back for a while now. "That's why you were cooling off whilst saying my name?" I grinned as I watched his cheeks turn a dark shade of red. "Get some pants on for Christ sakes!" I yelled, covering my eyes. "You do it if you're that bothered by it." He said, oh how I was hoping the the was joking but he wasn't. I pulled them up, pulling my face away as I began to stand up, getting a face full of Jack's dick wasn't exactly what I wanted. "Listen, Lex. Your mom told me everything. I know about your dad and your brother. The full story and none of it was ever your fault. I really do like you a lot and I just want to make you happy but I know you better than you realise."