Under a Paper Moon (Jalex)

Chapter 21

Alex's POV

Fly With Me - Jonas Brothers

Christmas eve, 10pm and I was sat on my own watching Polar Express. Jack's mom had just left along with Rian, sulking and yesterday was Jack's last day on his medications which meant after his power nap from yesterday should be over right about...now? Or not.  I sat myself down on the conservatory floor, for winter it was quite warm. A pair of arms snaked around my waist from behind, "Jack." I happily sighed, smiling to myself. He perched his chin on my shoulder before I turned around to see his face full of colour and his smile as perfect as ever. He flinched as I brushed my hand over his rib cage, his bone still sticking out ever so slightly due to his slim figure. "Lex- don't look- pl-" Purple, black and yellow marks were imprinted onto his chest. He was still so beautiful to me. Every single detail of him was breath taking and so mesmerizing,  "You're beautiful." I said plainly before rubbing the side of his face with my thumb. The same dark red cast upon his cheeks and spread across his face, adorable. Simply adorable.

We made our way onto the sofa with a blanket thrown over us. "What did you ask Santa for, Lexy?" He hummed, gently kissing my colar bones. "Nothing. I've got everything I need right," I paused lifting the hair that had fallen over his eyes, "here." I wasn't sure where this fluffy side of me had come from but Jack was loving it as much as I was. He sat himself upon my stomach before tilting his head and giving me the puppy eyes. I sat myself up and leant in to kiss his pink lips that was until he pulled out a cushion and began to hit me with it. "You are so dead!" I managed to stiffle throigh chuckling to myself,  hot on his tail as his lanky legs carried his upper half. There he was hidden in the  closet under the stairs,  I ducked to fit inside the miniature door, closing it behind me. I took both of his hands into mine and slowly pulled him to his feet, placing my hand on the side of his face gracefully stroking it with my thumb gently. "You've got cobwebs in your hair." He whispered before pulling them out, I grabbed his wrist causing him to stop and close in the space between us with a sloppy kiss that became slower, deeper and lustful. That's when I began to panic. Just how I did when it was our first time. "Lex?" Jack pulled himself away and open the door behind us, my weak body fell to the ground unable to function due to the heat and shock.  "I'm sorry. I'm a grown man and I can't even- cope with..it after its been a while. I'm just so ugly you know?  And then you come into it and you're beautiful and perfect and I'm...me. You haven't even seen me without clothing in months." I stuttered slowly still shaking with an unsteady heart beat and breathing pattern.

Jack's POV

I looked down to see the boy I'd been in love with for years on the floor crying in a state due to the fact he thought he was ugly. What else could I do? I pulled him up and ignored his constant complaining and questioning. I locked us both in the bathroom before stripping him down, "Jay- Stop." He stood and cried as I took hold of the shower head and washed his hair for him before the rest of his body. "Let's go get you dry." I carried him wrapped I his towel into our room. Some people would find it weird and strange for grown men to be like this still but we couldn't help it. Once his hair was dry and he gained his underwear we took note of the time 23:59pm. "Merry Christmas beautiful." I whispered into his damp hair before kissing every inch of his neck to send him to sleep. I didn't feel any better from my medication but Alex had needed me all along and I wasn't there for him so now I had to be more than ever.

"J-jay?" I was awoken by his pulling on my arm, dreading what was going to be wrong next. "Yeah?" I groaned,  stretching after being rolled into a ball all night to give Alex his space and cover he wanted. "Breakfast!" He practically pulled me out of bed with both of us just in underwear as we slept a meer few hours ago. "Can we go open our presents?!" He pouted,  pulling on me although I was the younger one here, he seemed like a little kid. "You're not innocent Lex, stop acting like it." I cockily replied. He pulled himself up against me and began to whisper dirty things into my ear, placing love bites upon soft spots he'd roll his tongue across. "Don't you know it." He purred.  This was the confident, dominant side of Alex that was rare but holy crap what a turn on it really was. I was worn out just from walking down the stairs,  I guessed it was due to lack of sleep but I had to make today good for him so back to tablets it was. Sure, he'd be annoyed if he found out but he won't.

The snow fell heavy as a blanket over the path outside, the more that fell, the more Lex wanted to go outside. "Stop moving!" I chuckled as I wrapped the boy in thick clothing,  layer upon layer. "Jaaack! Can I go yet?!" He complained, sticking his bottom lip out before I ran ahead of him outside. Before I knew it I was pushed to the ground by Alex who managed to pin me down. "Bet you wish you hadn't of ran now?" He smirked,  holding what seemed a snowball behind his back, letting go of me with one hand. I shuffled a little being the slightest bit more free, stroking the side of his face that was a rosy red and made exposed by the lack of fabric. "Think fast." He said between kisses, pelting a snowball at my stomach. Oh boy this was on.

Your Body Is A Wonderland - John Mayer

We'd been outside for hours, running around and chasing one another,  attacking each other with snow that was still falling. "Take all your big plans and break them." He sang softly before we walked hand in hand to the cabin we had never used out in the back garden. I shut the door behind me before leading him onto the double bed spread that was in the far corner. Slow, sloppy kisses turned  passionate and quite frankly,  hot. That was all I feeling right now. Hot. This wasn't usually quick and over sex. This is what they called making love, not rough and fast, gentle and slow. I peeled my clothes from my already sweaty skin and I could tell by the way Alex was watching me this was going to become a more frequent thing. I had no idea where his surge of confidence had come from but heck, I wasn't complaining. With the constant whispering of song lyrics was sending me into over drive with his hand exploring my body,  often stopping and smoothing over certian areas. His hands began to work through the thin matieral that clung to my hips, snaking a hand underneath.

Alexs POV

After we both managed to cool off me and Jack set up inside with the plates and dinner. Both our mothers and Jack's sister we due to arrive any second and heck, neither of us were prepared for what was about to follow. What questions they'd ask. But luckily none of those embarrassing questioning sessions occurred until I was left alone with May. She sat and spoke to me about Jack for what felt like hours and then came the question of sex. Jack's favourite thing in life, apart from me obviously due to the fact I'd been wincing everytime my ass came in contact with the sofa. "How often do you guys? You know.." She made hand gestures that kind of said it all. "Uhh..Kinda alot I'd say,  alot more frequent lately. why?" I had no idea why I was telling her this. "He's just such a hornball, has been since he started getting his hormones. It's not even normal but he's different now. He's tied down and you're his anchor But seen as you guys are joint at the hip and pretty much twins, I guess you're the same. Just get married already!" She squealed causing me to burry my face deep into my jumper which is exactly when Jack entered, not knowing May was there, "Leeeeeex. Come spoon?" He playfully tugged me. "Just get married already!" Replayed in my mind, constantly.  I guessed both our parents had left as May did. "Jaaaack. Come spoon?"I mimicked,  "You little shit." Jack complained with his mouth wide open. "Shut your mouth or I'll fuck it." I chuckled before doing as he asked and spooning. I was proud how quickly we'd managed to get rid of my mom and his, "Hey, you love me, right?" I looked down to see Jack trying not to laugh at what I just said. "What? Are you actually stupid? Of course I do, what's brought this on?" Fear and confusion filled his eyes and right now I couldn't even breathe. "I- was gonna ask if...you'd want to- oh fuck it. Jack," the lights blew out, storm meant no electricity. The moment had slipped away just like that but I knew the whole night would consist of him pestering me and boy, was I right.

Excuse the fact I was listening to Jonas Brothers. But I couldn't resist seen as the lyrics are "Peter Pan and Wendy turned out fine so, won't you fly with me?" I just adore Peter Pan so so much gaah. I'm gonna start adding the songs I listen to to the chapters because when I read others I always listen to the songs stated and it makes it so much better for me. Excuse the fact it's utter shite I tried. The next chapter will be for New Years and yes Rian and Zack will return but spoilers.