chapter 11-- wrist

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Josh's POV//

I slowly open my eyes, adjusting to the light glimmering through the blinds on the window. Tyler was already awake, smiling at me. Did he even sleep..? I hope so.

"Morning Kitten~" My voice was scratchy as I spoke quietly.
"Morning.." He sits up and stretches for a bit.
"I'm gonna go get some water, alright?"
He says as he stands up. I instantly note the fact that his pants were missing. My cheeks heated and I became flustered.
"W-why are you just in your boxers..?" Tyler looks down and his cheeks turn to a rosy red. He covers his face, mumbling,
"It got hot last night and you didn't have a fan." I stand up and grab Tyler from behind.
"Kitten. Don't be ashamed. I promise it doesn't bother me." I had my arms wrapped around his small frame and my head nuzzled into the crook of his neck.
I kissed his neck gently, playfully at first. And then I start sucking until I reach a part right above his collarbone. He moans rather loudly, quickly covering his mouth. I smirk,
"Found it.." I press him against the wall, kissing at the spot, eventually biting it too. He moaned into his hand, a boner clearly visible as I moved my hand down his thigh. I shoot my head up quickly.
"W-what.. What is it?" Tyler asks instantly.
"It's Monday, we have school. I dont want you to get in trouble." My voice was low, air pressing against his ear. His breathe hitches at the feeling of my hot breathing.
"I-I'll be fine.." He says in an earnest tone.
"No kitten. You can't miss school." My voice was strict.

He nods,
"Yes sir.." I give his waist a squeeze before letting go.
"I'll get you some clothes."
I say, pulling away from his neck. I walk over to the closet grabbing some black skinny jeans and a white sleeveless shirt with cheetah print scattering it. I place them on the bed,
"I'll go change I guess." Tyler said, picking the clothes up off the bed. I grin and shake my head as he leaves the room.
"That felt so.. Right." I look down, speaking to myself absentmindedly. As I scanned the closet for an outfit I started thinking,
'Shit.. I can't let Tyler see me with Debby..
He would be heartbroken..
I can't do that to him'

I took my shirt off, replacing it with an old soccer t-shirt I got from my last team. I slip on some grey tight jeans and pull on my purple hoodie that had a skull on the front.

'Tyler would leave me if he found out about Debby and I'.

I shake the bad thought from my head.

I lean against the door frame until Tyler finishes up.
Tyler's face was uneasy as he walked in.

Tyler's POV//

I slip on the shirt, admiring myself in the mirror when i finished. I look down and notice my wrists. All the cuts. Josh is probably disgusted.. My smile turned to a frown. I sit on the floor, holding my head in my hands, anxiety kicking in.

I can't believe you think he likes you. Especially after seeing all those hideous scars.

My hands started to shake as I attempt to ignore the voice. My eyes slam shut and I force myself to stand up, opening the door and walking out. I see Josh leaning against the frame of the door, a soft smile on his face. His eyebrows drop and he looks concerned as he took a step towards me.

"You okay..?"

"Just scared.. About my scars. I don't want people to see them." I respond, not making eye contact. I was lying. It's just BlurryFace. It's his fault. It's my fault.

"I'll wrap them up for you." Josh said, quickly shuffling through a box , eventually pulling out some wrap. He starts wrapping it around my wrists, using as much as needed. It hurt. But I ignored it.

He reassured me with a small smile and led me downstairs.

"Let's get goin-"
He stopped and shrieked loudly after turning the corner.
I run to his spot and spoke fast
"What is it? What happened?"
As I took a step closer I see a banana smashed into the floor. I cringe. Gross. Bananas are disgusting.

"I went to grab an apple but I grabbed a banana and it squished in my hand.. I just dropped it I was so disgusted."
Is what Josh said.

I muster a laugh.
"Thats gross dude."

He jumped over the fallen banana and grabbed a few paper towels. He picked up the smushed fruit and tossed it into the trash can.

"I don't think I'm hungry anymore." He replied. I snicker and shake my head as I follow him out the door and into his car.

// Filler chapter!! I will continue where I left off in my next chapter. Enjoy the update. Also;; 200 rEADS WUT??? thank frens

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