Are you scared? (A reylo fanfic)

Chapter 3

I'm dreaming, I have to be. It couldn't be any other way. Although I can't remember what happened after I left Finn with Kylo. The room I'm in (at least I think it's a room) is pitch black to the point where I can't tell if my eyes are open or closed. It's cold in here, maybe this will be one of those graphic dreams. I see a light now, it glows red. It's a glowing red light in the shape of what looks like a cross. I've only seen one like it. Crap, now I have to see this guy in my dreams. He was annoying enough in the real world. It's getting closer now, my fear is growing. I know I have to control it. I can't possibly be afraid of Kylo. No it's fear, all of my doubt about it suddenly has vanished. I try to scream but I can't. The light illuminates his face. He has no expression, his eyes have no light. Now we're too close for comfort, lightsaber between us, I have no protection. He will kill me I'm sure. No wait, he is crying, why? We stand like that for awhile, but then his words pierce the silence that accompanied my darkness
"I'm sorry," he says it quietly but it's all so clear. The lightsaber is no longer in neutral territory, it angles towards him. I can feel the tears as they come rolling down, and for once I do nothing to stop them. I do not care for Kylo, I think as he strikes himself. This time I can hear my own screams. Waking up from this now I realize how weak I have become.