I look around and everything's the same
My life is going nowhere and I've got no one to blame
No one hears and no one sees, they just don't understand
That I'm wasting away everyday with a gun in my hand.
I don't wanna suffer and I don't wanna live
But I don't wanna leave my love, it's all so complicated
Someone help me, fix me please, I don't know what to do
I'm losing hope and suffocating, but I've got no more to lose.
*April 8, 2016*
