My mind is telling me
That I'm no good,
My thoughts are eating me alive.
I can't quite leave
The bad habits alone,
Because there isn't anything else to help me cope.
I know I'm hurting
The ones who care,
But my head tells me that no one does,
So I go about each day in despair.
It hurts to lie,
And say I'm fine,
But what else can I do?
I don't wanna be like this
I can't even look at myself
I fear that there's no hope
Can someone save me
From myself,
Or will I drown alone?
*May 20, 2016*
