Loss of my Life

Nightmares

(Kito's pov)
It was finally morning so me and Kai immediately headed to the guild. This prank was gonna finally make Natsu admit his feelings but I'm a bit hesitant about it. I set up the prank but Natsu wasn't here so I had to fucking wait!!

(Natsu's pov)
"Natsu!!! Wake up!!! Let's go!!!", Happy complained while pulling away my blankets.

I groaned in annoyance and refused too get up. After yesterday I didn't want you see that bastard Kiddo...or whatever the fuck his name was!! My lips still tingle from the kiss I gave (y/n), it felt amazing. To bad she's already taken....well whatever I knew it would never happen so why do I bother anymore..... (y/n) doesn't love me anymore and it's all my fault!!!

I forced myself out of bed and headed to the bathroom to change and shower. The hot water felt good against my body but memories of (y/n)'s naked body kept coming to mind. I was completely unaware that I got myself excited...looking down I realised my member was standing and I blushed in embarrassment.

"I've really gotta calm myself down......*sigh*...only (y/n) can make me feel like this.", I sighed.

I stayed in the shower until I finally calmed down. When I stepped back into my room my head started to ache, not this again. My legs gave out and I fell to the floor, more nightmares were coming to mind. Why's this happening to me?

I finally passed out on the floor and fell into a deep nightmare.

(Dream world)
I was running....I was running just like before. My legs never stopped for a second, they hurt so much. It's like I was running for days and days, never once stopping or taking a brake. What was I running from? Who was I running for? I didn't know.

I ran through the ever lasting void and continued on deeper and deeper into the depths of darkness. It felt like an eternity until I stopped and I found myself at the front of the guild. Suddenly rain started to pour from the sky and soon enough I was drenched to the bone. My body felt cold which was so strange, it felt numb and heavy.

"I hate the cold.", I mumbled my wet salmon colored locks draping over my emotionless eyes.

A depressing frown etched on my face. Slowly I walked into the guild to find no one there. I was alone, tired, cold, and alone. The silence drifted through my ears like a calm breeze but my legs once again began to move on there own. I heard a choked cry, it didn't really interest me but my legs moved towards it. I found myself in front of the infirmary and the cries got louder until they stopped. My emotionless onyx orbs noticed the pool of blood forming beneath my feet, mindlessly I pushed the door open and my eyes widened in shock.

As her body fell to the floor I noticed the man that slit her throat. It was me... I slid a sword through (y/n)'s throat. Lightly I started to chuckle which soon turned to dark laughter. My pained laughs hid my tears of loss. Why did I kill (y/n)?!

"You said you hated the cold. (Y/n)'s a ice user so I killed away the coldness that blocked your heart.", my nightmare smiled.

I fell to my knees and hugged (y/n)'s cold body to my chest. She was freezing but I was ok with it. I lightly pecked her lips and my body fell into a deep black pit, (y/n) was forever out of my reach.

(Regular world)
(Narrator's pov)

Natsu awoke from his deep slumber screaming in terror. His face tear stained, his eyes showing massive amounts of fear. He was alone!! Quickly the young pyro ran to the guild as the rain started to fall.

"Dear god please don't let it be real!! (Y/n) please still be alive!!!", Natsu pleaded to himself as the rain tumbled down harder from the large black clouds from above.

Natsu pushed opened the doors of the guild in a panicked frenzy. Everyone was a bit surprised by Natsu's sudden behavior, many tried to calm down the paranoid teen. Natsu started to dash to the infirmary to find (y/n) but when the door flew open his heart sank and his eyes widened in terror.

Her body fell limp to the ground, a large gash across her neck and her stomach. Blood stained her skin as it pooled around her dead body. Natsu started hyperventilating and his body went numb from fear. Kito gave an emotionless glare that sent Natsu into a state of pure fear, tears flowed from his onyx coloured orbs as his lover's killer stood before him with nothing but a smug smile.

"You are to late Dragneel!!", Kito hissed as he pointed the sword at Natsu's neck.

(A/n:CLIFF HANGER!!!!!! XD)