(Y/n's POV)
He really did it,didn't he? Kito really did it, he erased my memories to finally end the pain. I'm guess I'm grateful for it but now all those events and feelings are gone, this endless pit in my heart... there's no way it can be reversed. The damage is permanently done, this is it. I'm officially alone especially if Kito dies from the injuries. My mother, my father, my older sister, my twin brothers, my whole family, all gone when I was just six. If it wasn't for Kito finding me in the woods I would've died from my injuries, I still have the scar on my back and on my left leg. They're the permanent scars that I received after that horrific night, all I wanted in my life was someone who'd stay by me and be my light, and I guess whoever I was with just wasn't my light.
"Come on Kito, just wake up that way I can leave this place with you. You're all I have left.", I whispered taking his hand in mine.
This pain and the void in my heart is to much to bear.
"You're the only one left I can live for.", tears started to fall from my pale (e/c) eyes.
My little moment alone with Kito was cut short when three cats walked in. A strange blue light enveloped the room and their names came to mind, these are my exceeds. Kai, Aqua, and Kuro. An unfamiliar girl with red hair walked into the room, she looked happy but her chocolate brown hues showed so much sadness.
"(Y/n) I'm so sorry about Lucy's recent behavior and for Natsu's as well but please give him another chance, he really does love you.", she begged.
I looked at her like a confused puppy, who the shit was Natsu!!!?? Lucy must be that cry baby blonde girl from before. My lips curled into a smile,
"O-ok.", I forced myself to cry in order to make it seem real but in reality I had no clue who I was crying for.
The red haired woman grabbed my arm and pulled me out to the main hall. I didn't know anyone so I became rather shy, but certain scents caught my interests. There were other dragons here, I feel like I know them from somewhere.
"Erza!! (Y-y/n)? H-hey girl what's up?", A blonde girl cheered nervously.
I looked at the girl curiously, who the hell were these people. Kai and Kuro glared at the blonde girl but I didn't pay much attention. I just smiled awkwardly at her. A salmon haired guy suddenly sprung up from the floor and yawned.
"Hey Lucy what I miss?", He whined while stretching.
We both made eye contact and stared at each other for a while, he started to blush furiously and hid behind the Lucy girl in embarrassment. I giggled a little he was pretty adorable, Lucy seemed a little annoyed by him.
"Quit that Natsu I'm not a shield!! Geez leave me alone!!", Lucy growled before running away.
Before anything else happened this small old man walked up to me and stared at me in sadness. I just smiled sweetly at the man and he suddenly started to cry, I was a little surprised by it.
"(Y-y/n) waaaahahahhahaaaa!!!! Yu-you don't remember us!!!!! Ahhhhahahahahhawahhahahahaaa!!!
My baby doesn't remember her family!!", Makarov cried.
Everyone in the guild was silent and unhappy, deep down I felt terrible as if my heart was breaking. They shouldn't be like this, at least that's what I believed.
"Sorry. I'm sorry.....but I've never entered or joined a guild before. You must have me confused with someone else.", I admitted slyly.
Everyone stared at me in shock. Before I knew it I was pinned to the ground and the bottom half of my shirt was burnt away. My back was bare, my (f/c) guild mark was no longer there. Natsu was the one who attacked me but suddenly he snapped out of it and blushed furiously.
"S-sorry!!!! I-I didn't mean to do that!!! I'm so so so so so so sorry!!", He freaked.
I just smiled weakly at him, Natsu is so cute, I can't really stand to be mad at him. Master broke into more tears and ran away crying, many of the guild members joined in on the sad news. Before my very eyes I witnessed an entire guild cry over one girl. I witnessed the partial death of the number one guild in Fiore. This couldn't have been real, this had to be the a joke.
"I don't really remember who I am.", I mumbled.
YOU ARE READING
Loss of my Life
FanficNatsu wanted help from (y/n) to learn about "those things" to impress a girl. Little did he know that (y/n) had feelings for him and felt used. Will she run away from family? From home? Will the salamander notice his mistake before it's too late?
