#9 he's too beautiful fuCK

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Phils POV

~Wednesday night

When we arrive at my house, my mum hugs us both and Dan smiles and politely thanks her. Fuck he seems so nice when he's like this.

"Are you boys hungry?" Mum asks "I'm going out with your sister for tea in a minute so there's left over chippie so just dish some of that up later"

"Thank you" Dan smiles again. Fuck him and his gorgeous smile.

My mum and sister leave the house, we go up to my room and Dan takes his place on my bed. I sit at the desk and open the draw which has a few pieces of paper in with scribbles and ideas. Our project is to draw each over however it's not as simple as that. We have to use our own style and as me and Dan aren't very big drawers we (mainly just me) have been doing research on other styles. So far our project has been absolute shit.

"Put the work away." Dan commands.

My first mistake here is hesitating and asking why.

"Because I fuCKING SAID SO OKAY, YOU SHITBAG" He stands up, sizing me up, I flinch and stuff the work back in the draw.

"S-sorry" I murmur.

He grabs my shoulder, I feel like I'm about to cry. He pulls me up and pushes me to the wall.

My second mistake is daydreaming about how this is how people kiss in the movies.

"Did you hear that, bitch?" He growls and shakes me. Fuck fuck fuck.

I thought he was starting to cool down but this is the worse he's ever done. Fuck, we're alone. Fuck, that means there's no one to help. Fuck he is beautiful.

"I said that from now on you do exactly as I fucking say, when I say. If you disobey me, like the absolute fuck up you are, I will fucking leave more than a bruise. Got that?" He squeezes my shoulder hard.

"Y-y-yes" I stammer.

"Yes what?" He aggressively says.

"Yes Dan." I don't look him in the eye.

"Look at me."


Dans POV


"Look at me." I order.

He begins to looks up. He has tears in his eyes, his hair is messy and he shakes and bites his lip. Damn he's cute. I wish I wasn't so aggressive, he hates me. I want to kiss him. Right here, right now. When his head is full up, I keep one hand on his shoulder and I raise the other to cup his cheek. He flinches at first but then he relaxes.

I kiss him.

Just for a second but that was all I needed to know that I love him. Fuck.

"N-n-never talk about that again." I whisper. It takes a second but my anger quickly builds up. "You got that shithead. That meant nothing. Abso-fuking-lutely NOTHING!" I shake him.

"Yes Dan." He quietly says.

I throw him on the bed and grab my backpack.

"I have to go so just ugh see you in school faggot." I say and leave, slamming the door behind me and leaving Phil.

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