#1: "I already know this week is going to be hell"

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PHILS P.O.V

It was three in the morning and the only thing on my mind was Dan.

I was dreading the school day. The school days in which Dan creates new bruises and ensures that old bruises are here to stay, calls me things like 'pretty' and then tries to break my nose, and gives me a smile from accross the room that says something like 'when we get out of class, I'm going to break every single bone in your body'. So yeah, I really was dreading Monday.

Dan made a promise to me on Friday that he'll fuck my face up so much that no one will ever love me. Jokes on him, no one will ever love anyway.

There was a little meow and a scratching sound coming from my closed bedroom door before it opened and Baba came in. I squinted in the dark to better see the little black kitten. He meowed again before jumping on my bed and shoving himself up against my face. I smiled a little. His purring was loud yet calming as he curled up on the empty pillow next to me and began to sleep.I reached out and scratched his chin and he yawned before the purring slowly faded out and I was once again left in silence - except for the tiny almost mute snoring sound from Baba.

I tossed and turned, unable to sleep. One particular scrape on my elbow,from where Dan had shoved me onto the road on the way home last week, was stinging. My head also mimicked my elbow.

With my mind focused on Dan, tears silently falling down my face and dampening my pillow, I finally fell asleep.

***OLD CHAPTER BELOW***


The weekend was drawing to a close. The Sunday sun had just gone down, the moon was bright and I lay in my bed fearing tomorrow. School or as I like to call it Hell. I don't have any friends in school . Everyone fears they will end up like me if they even talk to me. It's all his fault. Dans fault. Dan is the bully and I'm the target.

My school day is usually like this : I go into school and attempt to hide from Dan (This hardly ever works) , a punch to get me on the floor and a few kicks in the chest leaves me gasping for breath, then I somehow survive lessons , leave school, Dan might punch me in the eye or the nose depending how he feels then I go home and tell my parents 'I tripped over' or 'Ran into a wall'. So yeah that's sort off why I call school hell.

Just before I sleep I remember something that makes me dread thus week even more. I remember what Dan told me on Friday. Just you wait as soon as you get in on Monday I will break that fat, ugly nose off yours. But then again, he says stuff like that everyday.

" I already know this week is going to be hell" I say to myself and slowly drift off to sleep.

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