Dramione-A forbidden Love

Chapter 28

Draco's POV

I was so happy.  Hermione was my girlfriend since nearly two months now. Sometimes I still couldn't believe my luck. I loved her since such a long time, always tried to stop and ignore my true feelings and now she had the same feelings! 

A few days after the day we told each other our feelings I found Luna alone in a corridor. I thought a few seconds but then went towards her. "Hey", I said. She looked up, if she were surprised that I talked to her, she hide it well. "Did you reach a decision?" she asked. Merlin, I had to get used to her direct way. "Yeah, and I think that it was the right decision. Thanks to you!" I answered. She looked at me. I could see those radish earrings, I had heart about before. Uh, she was strange. "I guess you did. I think you told her your feelings. Aren't you?" I nodded. "You are very good in reading people. And I need to thank you. I don't know what I would've done without you." She shook her head. "You would've decided the same way. I only pushed you in this direction. When you love someone, you don't care about anything else. Not even a Dark Lord who will destroy that relationship." She looked at some point behind me. "Hey, are you talking about someone special?" I asked her. Wait, what are you doing! I asked myself the next second. You can't just sit here and talk like friends to Luna Lovegood! You need to go to your Slytherin friends! Argh, but I hated them. Luna opened her eyes just like I woke her up from a deep sleep. "What, no!" She stood up. "It was nice talking to you, Draco. I hope we can talk again soon." And she went away. I stayed behind, again confused, just like lat time. But I started to like her and her strange character. Just like Hermione did. 

I thought about me and Hermione. I was so happy. I thought about the past. I knew her since 5 years now. And even when I met her at Madam Malkins, I knew she was special. That I wanted to get to know her. So since I was 11 years old I knew I loved her and that I will be in danger. But I didn't care anymore. I would risk everything for her.

Hermione's POV

"Sooo how's your boyfriend going?" Ginny asked me. "Shhh!" I answered and looked if anybody heart her. "Don't say it so loud or I'll regret that I told you!" I said but laughed. In fact I was very happy to have her and talk with her. Other than me Ginny already had boyfriends and Draco was for me the first boy I ever had feelings for and my first boyfriend. "So will you answer my question?" Ginny asked again. I looked around the common room, but we were alone. Everybody was outside or practising for Quidditch. "Everything's fine." I answered. She looked at me with a critical look. "Yeah and the potions lesson was also 'fine'. What's up, Mione?" Damn her and her gift read  in body language! I thought. "It's ... complicated. The world outside and our different familys came along much faster than we both expected." Ginny looked at me with a questionable face. But then she understood. "You mean... Dumbledore's army and the Inquisitatorial Squad? Does he now about the DA?" I nodded slowly.

Flashback

Draco's POV

Today I met Hermione again, in our classroom of course because nobody should know about us. When she arrived I kissed her the moment she close the door. Oh, how I missed her. I hadn't seen her in days, and the reasons were maybe the reasons of our fights. It was strange but since we were a couple we fought much more often than when we were just friends. Maybe it was because our environment changed. Or our relationship.  Who knows? 

"How was your day?" I asked her. "It was okay. How was your day, punishing other students on Umridge's request?"  She answered right away, very angry. "Wait what, what do you mean?" I asked. Shit, it was clear that she would found out one day, but I hoped that this 'one day' wouldn't be so soon. "Oh, Draco, please, don't be so stupid. You know I know it. You are in Umbridge's Inquisitatorial Squad now. Why did you do this? You know what Umbridge is up to! I can't believe you did this, argh  Draco!" I had to smile a bit. I kind of loved her angry speeches. "Stop smiling!" She said dorectly. Now I became angry. "Hey, Hermione, I thought we were clear about this. I have to play a role. My father insisted that I join that group. And everything else would have made anyone suspicious. You are the only one who knows my real me. Don't be angry at me!" She sighted. "I know Draco, but I hate this. I hate, hate, hate this! I couldn't believe that this would be so difficult." I took her hand and held her in my arms. "Me neither" I whispered in her hair. I gave her a kiss and looked in her eyes. "But we will get through with this, I promise. I will keep you up with every step, I know, okay. I promise." I looked at her, but she looked away. "What?" I asked. "It's just... I have to tell you something. But promise me, you will not tell anybody!" I nodded, a bit afraid about what she wanted to tell me. "I... I ugh that's difficult. I found an underground group against Umbridge!" She said. I raised my eyebrows. "Wait, what? Why did you do this? This is  dangerous and stupid!" "You call this stupid? Yeah, and your Squad is totally clever!" she shouted back. "That's different I have to play a role!" I screamed. "Yeah, and what about me? Oh wait, there's a difference. I DO NOT PLAY A ROLE! I think this group is one of the best things I ever thought about and I am proud that I had the idea! Voldemort's back and sooner or later we have to fight. Because I am a muggleborn, in love with a Malfoy AND Harry Potter's best friend! Get used to it, Draco." "You now what? Maybe I am not playing a role either. Maybe I like some of the things I have to do. It's not all bad, you know. And we all have to fight, that's for sure. But you have literally no idea how hard it is to be a Malfoy!" She screamed. "Yeah and it's a picnic to be me!" She turned around and went outside the classroom. I stayed behind. Maybe it was wrong what I said. Okay it was wrong. But she wasn't right either. Oh god, the whole relationship was harder than I had ever imagined. 

After I told Ginny everything she sighted and then hold me in her arms. I cried, the tears won't stop. "Hey, every couple is going to some bad times." she said. "Yeah but not after two months and you know that this aren't normal bad times." I answered. "I can't believe that he actually said his life was hard!" I sobbed. Ginny thought a few minutes. "But maybe.. maybe he's right. You are, too no question, but think about what he has to lose." Ginny thought loudly. "You both will be okay. Don't cry Mione. You both will be okay." I cried quietly in her arms. God, I hoped that she was right. Draco was the love of my life. I didn't want to lose him like that.