Dramione-A forbidden Love

Chapter 32

Hermione's POV

I hadn't seen Draco for nearly three days now. And I knew that this wasn't many days, but a few days ago he didn't come to our transformation class and that was very odd. I also had the feeling that he kind of went out of my way.
I knew that he was a death eater. I really didn't want to see that but secretly I knew that Harry was right. We saw it happen. And because of that what happened last summer it was clear that now Draco should be punished.

So after these days we finally met again. In our empty classroom. Only Harry knew where I were.

"Where are you going?" Harry asked suddenly when I tried to sneak outside the common room. Damn, I thought. "Just going to..." I started. "The library?" Harry finished my sentence. "Yeah..." I said, knowing that my year-old code for dates with Draco won't work anymore. "Please don't tell anybody Harry! Please!" I begged. "Are you insane? If course I won't tell. But please look after yourself. I don't have a good feeling with this story!"

To be honest I didn't have a good feeling, too. I was pretty sure that Draco had something he wanted to talk about this afternoon.
I arrived and saw Draco standing there, looking beautiful as always. I still couldn't understand how this georgeous man could be mine. Also seeing at my background. I saw his beautiful grey eyes when I leaned forward to kiss him. How could I deserve this? But I saw also sadness. And deep down inside of me a part already started to build a wall around my heart to protect it. I looked at him and waited for him to start.

Draco's POV

She knew that this wasn't a normal date. And it wasn't. After my talk with Luna the other day I thought much about my relationship. And I made a decision.
Now she looked at me with her beautiful brown eyes. Questioning me to start.
"You know... you know that I'm a.. "
"Draco I know you are a death eater. I know it, Harry knows it, we all know it. But that's not the reason why I'm here. Isn't it?"
Why, why were she so smart? I kind of hated myself that I kind of loved that most about her. "No you are not." I said. "You know I have a task to do. He told me too. And I can't tell you what task it is. Even if I could I wouldn't. I'm ashamed about the things I need to do in the future. And you don't belong there." I looked up and looked at her. God I loved her so much. She stood there, looking at me and probably knew we'll where I was going. "I am a death eater, Hermione. And I have to do what the dark Lord wants me to do. I'm sorry."
She looked sad. "Why are you doing this Draco? I thought you hated everything from that. The death eaters and slytherins and everything else?" I knew she was sad but also angry. "Draco? Why don't you talk to me?!" "I had no choice! He would've killed everybody from my family! Including me and also all my friends! Maybe even you!" She cried. "I know Draco. I know you're right. But I'm not sure how our future will look like. Is there even a chance for us?" She asked. I took a deep breath. I will crash both of our heart's now. "No."
Suddenly her eyes were full of tears. "What?" She gasped. I looked down to her. "I'm sorry Hermione. But I can't do that anymore. I'm to much afraid that He will hurt you. I love you, and I would not end this if there wasn't this world outside. She had tears in her eyes. "I love you, too, Draco. Forever." And then she turned around and went outside the room. I stayed behind, knowing that it was the right thing to do. But why did it hurt so much?

Hermione's POV

I didn't go back to the common room. I knew at this time everybody would be there. And right now there were only a few people I wanted to see. So at first I hid to like an hour in an empty closet and simply cried. I knew why Draco broke up with me. Only to protect me. But it just hurt so much. I didn't want it to end.  I loved Draco so much, much more I even admit to myself. And I was so scared about him! I could imagine I what danger he was.
I felt so lonely,  even though I knew that this wasn't true because I had Harry, and ginny, and ron. But I didn't love them the way I loved Draco.
After a while I returned to the common room. My hopes became true, when I arrived only Harry and Ginny were still there. Harry probably figuered out what happened when I didn't return. And ginny... I knew about their feelings so it was no surprise that he told her.
They looked at me.

Ginny's POV

I saw the moment are looked up that age cried. And I knew that Draco was the reason. And I knew that Harry knew that, too. We both stood up. Harry walked towards her and hugged her.
"We... we broke up." She whispered. To hear these words outloud was too much for her and she started crying again. I sighted. That was the ending I always feared, since I found out about her and Malfoy. 'Hermione'i said and hugged her. What did you say in this situation. I told you? No never. "Did he say why?" I asked instead quietly. She nodded. "He wants to protect me. You were right about him, Harry. With everything!" She started to cry harder. I never saw a person that heartbroken. "You really love him, don't you?" Harry asked. She nodded and and cried. "I ... I will go to bed now. Please don't tell anybody. And thank you both." She smiled a bit and then walked upstairs, her shoulders already shaken.
"I never thought that she would be so desperate when he breaks up." Harry said quietly. I nodded and turned around to him. "How can we help her?" "I have no idea." He said. "I really would like to kill Malloy for that, but I have to admit that he act out of desperate. I watched him. He's an idiot but Hermione is one of the few persons he would never hurt." I nodded again. "But we can't tell Ron.  He would never understood it." I said. "Yeah." Harry said slowly. I knew he hated that, to stand between Hermione and ron.  "Lets talk tomorrow again okay? I'm tired." I stood up and walked upstairs.