Dramione-A forbidden Love

chapter 35

Hermione's POV

"Harry, you could start with the banns." I said. We had still no success with Harry's task. We found a horcrux, but didn't have any idea how to destroy it. We lost grimmauld place and now we were in the run. Changed out position every two or three days. And slowly the atmosphere was getting worse. The lack of good and success was rough on all of us, especially ron. And we all feared that aething would happen to his family.

Finally our tent stood. I excused myself and want directly to bed. Harry took the first watch.
I crept under my blanket and closed my eyes. The worst thing was that I still missed Draco so much. There was no day I didn't think at him. He didn't answer my last letter, Hedwig came back after 2 days and didn't brought a response. I knew that he wouldn't answer but it was important to me to write those sentences. So I didn't regret that.

Sometimes I had to fall asleep, because suddenly I stood next to Draco. I wanted to run to him, kiss him, or only be there with him. But I couldn't run. Somebody hold me. I realised with horror that it was Bellatrix Lestrange. Sirius' killer. There were only us three until I suddenly saw another person. Voldemort. He stood in front of Draco, his wand pointed at his chest. "Look how your love's going to die." Bellatrix whispered in my ear. "Avada kedavra!" Voldeort shouted and the green light bursted out of his wand. Draco opened his mouth but no scream came out. But I screamed. Tears came out of my eyes and I kicked and tried to ran to Draco. Now I saw that next to Draco were more bodies. Harry. Ron. Ginny. Lupin. All dead. I screamed and screamed.

"Hermione! Wake up!" I cried, but suddenly I woke up. Harry and ron looked down at me with sorrow in their eyes. "Harry! Ron!" I said relieved. Draco wasn't dead! I'm my God! "What happened?" I asked and sat down with Harry's help. "That's what we wanted to ask. You screamed." Harry said. "Yeah" ron added. I really didn't like his face expression. "You shouted a name." Oh no. I thought I knew what name.
"Why on earth are you screaming 'no Draco, don't be sead'?" Ron shouted. He was really angry at the moment. I couldn't look him in his eyes. Then I saw Harry's face. He looked at me with his green eyes and I knew I had to talk the truth, the whole truth. It was time. I owed them both, especially Ron.

"I screamed his name because... I love him." I said with my head up. For a few seconds I heart nothing but their quiet breathe. I looked at Harry. I didn't want to see Ron's face. "Yeah..." I said and started to talk about our friendship and how we met and everything. Suddenly ron interrupted me. "You are in love with MALFOY?" He shouted. "How could you? He's out enemy! He's worth than Krum! You'll never meet him again!" I became angry. "What? It's not my fault that I love Draco! And you have no idea what I'm going through right now! If how it happened! I can't forget him!" Now I cried. The memory of my nighmare came back at once. Ron was still angry. "So you choose him?" He asked. "I have no choice, Ron! There's no question of choosing. I love him. I can't change that." I cried even harder and hardly realized that Harry hold my hand. Ron stood up that fast that his chair fell. "You know what? I'm out! I will not spend more time with you when you're dreaming about Malfoy! I love you, Hermione." He ran outside and disapparated. I stayed behind. My love to Draco destroyed everything.

Harry's POV

In that moment I hated Ron. And for a second I thought about going after him, I mean his behaviour was stupid, but he is my best friend. But Hermione cried so hard and was that much heartbroken, that I decided to stay with her. "So" I started. "You really love him, don't you?" In my arms she nodded. "Yeah." She whispered. "I'm so sorry. I destroyed everything. Ron's gone, only because of me!" I shook my head. "No, that's not true. Ron is an idiot. He's jealous. And he is afraid for you, he doesn't want to lose you." She looked at me. "Why are you so nice Harry? You're best friend is gone." "I don't know Mione. I mean I knew a bit about you and Malfoy. Since the 2. Year I knew that you two were friends. I just didn't really know how serious it was. I loves you, too, doesn't he?" She nodded. "Listen, Mione. I know it's hard, but I know what you are going through. You need to try to forget him. Ron's right. You may have no future with him. You're smart, you know that." It broke my heart to say these words, but I had to. Wrong hope could kill a person, I saw that with Ginny. But I stopped myself to think about her. I missed her already. I felt how Hermione nodded. "You're right Harry. I know there's no future. But I miss him. And I am afraid that something will happen to him." I knew what she meant. "Look, I'll make us tea and then we'll go to bed. Tomorrow is a new day and then we'll think what we'll do, okay?" She stood up and took a deep breath. "Okay." She walked to the kitchen. I followed her and smiled. She was so strong. "Hermione, I think of youtwo really love each other then there is a chance that you two find you're way to each other!" At least that's what I hoped.