Don't

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"Blair?" I jump up and see my boyfriend, well ex now, at Hayes door. Staring down at me and him.

Hayes sits up and looks at us. His hands starts to shake and Shawn looks like he's about to burst.

"Shawn, ple-" he cuts me off. "No Blair. Just leave it." He walks out the room.

"Shawn!" I yell standing up and putting my clothes on.

I look at Hayes and he nods, telling me to go.

"Shawn!" I tell running down the stairs.

He looks at me then walks out the house.

I run out behind him. "Shawn please listen to me!" I say, making him stop at his car. "You know, I figured if I came back, you would still want me. But I guess not, Blair." He whispers. I walk towards him and see that he has tears on his face. "Shawn, I thought you were gone forever. I didn't think you would come back, or ever speak to me again. Please don't be mad." I plead.

He turns around and looks at me, "How the hell am I not going to be mad?! I come back to see my girlfriend and she's in the bed with her 'best friend'!" He says putting air quotes around 'best friend'.

I didn't know what to say, I really had no other explanation.

"I trusted you for 2 years with him, now it's all ruined. I came back to get you and let come on tour on me because we had something real, and I didn't want it to end. But I guess you did." He says harshly.

"Shawn, everyone was telling me to get over you and stop moping around. I was drunk and Hayes was there. He has always been there and I guess it was just in the moment but please Shawn you have to believe me." I felt tears burning in my eyes and going down my cheeks. I really did not want to loose Shawn. He was my best friend, not over Hayes, but he was there most of the time.

"Don't. Don't you dare do that Blair. Stop crying, you're acting as if I'm the one who slept with someone and you're the one who walked in. But I wasn't. You messed up. And I don't think I can EVER forgive you." He gets in his car and rives away.

I fall to the ground and start crying.

I couldn't have lost him. He's Shawn, he's my person(A/N: Greys anatomy moment)

"Blair, come on." I hear Hayes say. I couldn't do anything but cry and sit there, my knees to my chest and my pants wet from my tears.

"Blair." Hayes whispers. He was now beside me with his hand on my shoulder.

I look up and my eyes meet his.

"Come on." He says. I stand up and we both go inside. I go straight to my room and lay down, making sure I shut the door and lock it. 

I didn't want to be bothered by anybody, especially Hayes. I'm not mad or anything at him, I just can't bare to look at him.

If I didn't lock my door, Hayes would be in here trying to help me feel better, which would make me feel weak, and I hate that. Cameron would most likely be yelling at me. Aaron wouldn't do anything but stand there. But I just don't want to be bothered.

"Blair?" Cameron says on the other side of the door. "What." I choke out. It was hard to speak, my throat was dry and I wasn't really breathing to well.

"Open up please." He says.

"I want to be alone." I say, my voice being clearer now.

"Please." He says, I can tell he was probably crying.

I whip my tears and stand up.

I open the door and he was standing beside it on the wall.

I look at him and he looks at me. Then I start to cry again. He hugged me and backed into my room.

"Blair look at me." He says pulling away. I open my eyes and sniffle. "You're going to be ok. You still have me, Hayes," I cry harder when he says his name, "Nash, all of us. Why don't you call Bella. You guys should go out and have girl time, you can go with Taylor(G) and Molly. Just please don't cry and be sad. That's stupid to do over a boy." He says sitting me down on his lap.

"I'm so sorry." I cry again. "Why are you sorry? You did nothing wrong." He says a year falling from his eyes.

"I'm a slut. All of your fans are right. I'm a slut, I'm ugly, I don't deserve anything I have, including life. I have such an amazing family that loves me and friends that care about me, but I always end up screwing something up. Shawn is an amazing person. He's smart, kind, and just a genuinely happy person. I've never seen him cry or be mad at someone. He was crying, Cameron, I caused it too. He didn't deserve it. He didn't deserve to be hurt." I cry putting my head on his shoulder.

"Don't say that, Blair. There's a reason you have amazing friends and family. There's a reason you're alive. God has a plan for everything." Great now he's quoting his bracelet. That's how you know shit is real.

He kisses my head then leaves my room.

I lay back down on my bed and then soon I was asleep.

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