Little Dallas • Cameron Dallas FanFic *Completed*

I Can't

"We have a code red! I repeat code red!" Cameron says running into the living room with Conner pulled away from him. He was holding him out and going to the changing table.

"Alright we need wipes and diapers asap! This one is messy!" He says.

I run up the stairs and go to the nursery.

After getting everything I go back to the living room.

I take Conner from Cam and change him.

"I think that was the worse one yet!" I say with my face scrunched up.

Aaron walks in and laughs. "Code red?"

"Code red." Me and Cam repeat at the same time.

"For a 4 month old he sure does poop a lot." Aaron laughs and sits on the couch.

"It's the boy in him." I laugh.

"Or it's the Cameron in him." Aaron laughs loudly.

"Hey! I do not poop that much!" Cameron laughs and smacks his head.

"Pft okay." Aaron rolls his eyes with a smile plastered on his face.

"I'm about to go out him down for a nap." I tell them.

After putting him down in his crib I go to my room to change my shirt since, of course, he spit up on me.

Conner Alexander Raul Dallas you will be the death of me. I think.

When I walk downstairs I see Nash, Taylor(G) and Hayes. Ugh.

I roll my eyes at him and sit down on the couch.

Hayes glanced at me with a sad look on his face.

You're probably wondering what's going on.

Well after what happened at the hospital I decided it would be best if Hayes stayed away from me and my baby. I didn't want someone who smokes weed around my baby. Even if he was there throughout my whole pregnancy. He shouldn't thane decided to leave the house and go do that. He's an idiot and I don't want an idiot around my son. (A/N I guess Cameron has to leave to lmao jk)  "So how's little Conner?" Taylor(G) asks smiling.

"He's good. His sleep training is going really well. He's doing great with it actually." I smile.

"That's good." She smiles back.

"Not to be rude or anything but why actually are you here?" Cameron asks them.

"We just want to hang out with our best friends." Nash laughs.

"Well I'm going to my room, bye!" I say getting up. I couldn't stand being in there any longer with him.

When I get to my room I lay down and put on a movie for me to watch. I decided to take a nap until Conner woke up.

*****

I wake up to my little boy crying. Before I go and get him I check the time.

1:34pm. Wow. He slept a long time. I put him down at 11am but he usually wakes up at 12:30.

I get up and walk to his room, only to see Hayes standing there holding Conner.

I roll my eyes and get him from Hayes.

Hayes looks at me as I rock Conner.

"Sh." I shush him.

"He looks a lot like you." Hayes says quietly.

"He looks like Cameron more than anyone." I tell him.

It's true. Him and Cameron's baby pictures look like the same baby. It's crazy how much a baby can look like his uncle.

"Well you and Cam do look alike." He laughs.

"We have different dads, we don't look alike too much." I say.

"Why are you here Hayes?" I ask after it being quiet for a second.

"I-I want to make things right. I screwed up, I know, but you can't keep him away from him. I'm his f-"

"You're not his father. Shawn is. You were just someone who took the role as it. He doesn't need you, I've been doing fine without you, we both have." I tell him.

"He needs a father figure, Blair. He needs someone to talk to when he's older about girls and boy stuff." Hayes fights back.

"That's what Cameron's here for."

"I know I was stupid and I wasn't thinking but please jus-"

"How many times did you do it?" It's been bugging me to ask. It wasn't his first time I don't think.

"I don't know- maybe 3?" He asks more like a question. 

I roll my eyes. "You need to leave Hayes." I tell him.

"Blair don't you see I love you! I love you and Conner with all my heart! I know he's not mine, and I know at the time you aren't but I need you guys. The only thing that's keeping me sane is the pictures I see of you. When I look at that little boy all I can think of is love and what I did to make you hate me. I didn't mean to miss his birth and I would of been there if I didn't leave that day, I know that. Everyone keeps telling me how stupid I am and how messed up I am. Don't you think I heard it all before? Everyone tells me. The only time I don't have someone telling me that is when I'm locked up in my room. I can't stand not having you in my life." Hayes says raising his voice here and there.

Conner was looking at him confused while I glared.

"I'm sorry Hayes, but I can't." I say and leave the room.

I can't.