drunken shakespeare

to {:L:}

april 13

5:11 p.m.

dear l,

{this going to be the least aesthetical entry ever i'm sorry.}

i can't even explain how amusing some internet things are.

//allowmetoattempt//

gotta zayn like ha ha haaaaaaaa {= gotta go/leave because he left the band}

or like,  @ jesus or something like that you know? {is there even an explanation for this?}

i just looked up hamlet on urban dictionary:  

"title and main character of a kickass shakespeare play. Gets quoted a lot. Has an awesome death scene at the end"

also " main character in a venerated shakespeare play of the same name. he comes from a family so dysfunctional that only the skywalkers rival it in jerry ppringer potential."

//anyway//

after school i went for a  walk (and by walk i mean i walked out the driveway and sat on a rock while lila wandered around) so that was nice.)

//actualinterestingstorytime//

if anyone has spent any  time on either of our personal accounts they would know that (1) we hate chemistry and (2) especially hate our teacher. {though i'm kind of warming up to her because i feel like we're kind of like the same person? except she's smarter? in that sometimes she's savage and other times she's really nice?}

well, she did something redeeming today.

{@ readers: we're in distance ed which means the chemistry course is online so we're "taught" via echats, which are like off-brand skype calls and also, school internet is distressingly inconsistent} 

so we lost internet at the beginning of the echat about keq and ICE (still uncertain about what that acronym means...) and after we got back on and then the echat ended l and i stayed on while i asked questions about an assignment and anywho

i just wasn't getting the concept of what happens in dynamic equilibrium when the concentration on one side is increased, and spur of the moment she came up with a (humorous) (but kind of awesome) analogy:

so pretend tim hortons still makes their baked goods and one day a group of kids come into the cafe/restaurant/idk what it's classified as. tim hortons, up until now, makes donuts and muffins each day. all of the kids want donuts and they run out so they need to cut back on the production of muffins to concentrate on the donuts and make more. (so this is like if the concentration of the reactant decreased, the reverse reaction would be favored and the reactant would increase and the product would decrease) then later, a group of old ladies walks into the place and wants lots of muffins. they run out of muffins and need more so they cut back on the production of donuts to make more muffins.

it was funny at the time.

//oh a rant just occurred to me//

i was utterly flabbergasted by the behavior of the females in my class today. it has been recent news that a girl is pregnant (these girl's friend) and they were talking about it so loudly and saying it sucked and would be awful, and they'd kill themselves if it happened and one's stomach would be all messed up.

she wasn't there of course but that kind of made it worse? obviously she's confiding in them, and they throw it back at her by gossipping about it loudly in class for everyone - and i mean everyone to hear.

like, i don't even really like her {i always thought she was just very nonsensical and frivolous by her obsession with prom dresses though whatever to each her own} but canyounot.

i've never met individuals as dual-faced as this group of females.

smh

i'm going to journal and watch grey's anatomy for the evening

xx

S

p.s. aubrey by armors is so nice sounding