drunken shakespeare

to: {:L:}

april 16
2:27 p.m.

dear l,

yesterday on the facebook group for uni (are we sharing which uni? whatever) i wrote about myself because everyone else was doing it but i felt like such a pleb.

i'm one of those weird dynamic people, like i can be really kind with some people, then really sarcastic {or savage} and there's really no way to come across like both online, you know? so on the site i'm all friendly but it doesn't feel genuine at all. anywho, i wrote something like:

hi, i'm in *******, I like writing and reading ......blahblahblah............can't wait to meet you all next year....

ew (minus the blahblahblah and add some more earnest sharing)

anyway, this girl made a group chat and it was blowing up all evening. they're all very excited and friendly and that's cool and they like writing and reading but -

they all watch friends.

i've never seen friends but i am fairly certain it's not my cup of tea and also the group has no boys. i like boys for friends.

and i want to know if one of them is my roommate and agh.

not that i don't like them, i just don't know? i much prefer in-person stuff. then there the {idiotic} thought where it's like "what if they don't like me in person?" bleh

i don't really know what the point of this entry was

on the bright side there's a ton of groups for theatre and creative writing and volunteering there.

you should really check your social media at some point i feel ignored

love,
S

readers, i need some show recommendations help