Make Me a Promise here Tonight // Vic Fuentes ✘

Listen, Do You Hear My Heart Beat Thump Over the Monitors?

"I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy, I'm not crazy," I assured myself as I rocked back and forth unstably, my arms wrapped around my knees as I sat on the sleek, white floor of the hospital.

I knew I was already slipping away.

Slipping away from life.

From Vic.

You see, I began to realize strange feelings for him that were hard to register in my mind.

After this time I've spent with him and the guys, I felt something that I never have before; I felt loved.

I felt the love radiate off of each and every one of them, but the most was displayed by Vic himself.

It was a different kind of love than the others. It had more of a feeling to it. It was more special. It had more effect and meaning to it, and that's what scared me.

I wanted him so badly, but I knew nothing should be said because I was just so scared things would end up a mess. I ruin everything, including relationships, and my relationship I held with him already was something I cherished. Therefore, I didn't want to lose him, nor that bond we have.

I guess you could put us on the list of "Skinny Love", and I'd be perfectly fine with that because I'm so content with things the way they are.