Wow, we've come a long way since the night we first met, haven't we? We were friends, we kissed, you were one of my best friends, I helped you through a break up, we hooked up, we stopped talking, you ignored me for months, then we became friends again, and now? I guess we're still just friends. I doubt this will go much farther though, since you're moving away for college. Will I ever see you again after that? I sort of hope so... but I doubt you'll want to. I'll just be a memory by then, one of the many many girls that you fucked then left. I somewhat wish I was more than that, maybe the girl you'll look back on years from now and wish you still had... but at the same time, I hope you'll forget me, because maybe that will make it easier for me to forget you. To forget your face, your laugh, your everything. Ha, who am I kidding? I'll never forget you, my first cheat, my first fuck, my first love. You'll be the story I'll tell my kids one day, the boy who broke my heart for the first time. But you know what? Those kids will have a father who will hopefully be 100 times better for me than you ever were. You treated me well, but it was all fake. It was the show that you put on for every girl, every girl that you plan on destroying. I love you and I will cherish these last couple months I have before you leave, but once you're gone, I hope you stay gone for my own mental sake.
