I'm so fucking sorry, ****... I can't even tell you that I didn't mean for this to happen, because that would be a lie. I've liked this guy for a year now, and even though I wasn't trying for us to hook up, he mentioned it and I jumped at the opportunity. I just wish you and I wouldn't end this way. I know we weren't ever dating, but now that I've been haunted by it for that past 2 weeks, I feel like I've cheated on you, even though you had barely spoken to me before it all happened. I felt like that was your way of telling me that our thing was over, almost. I had strong feelings for you, but you hurt me too... I still do have feelings for you, but I guess that doesn't mean much right now.
It took me almost 2 fucking weeks to get the courage to tell you it happened... and when I did, you hung up on me. I don't know if you'll ever talk to me again... Maybe it's better if you don't, I always end up hurting people. It's unavoidable.
- Another letter I'll never send
