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The Suicide

Ashley's POV

I couldnt bear it

i was dying inside

ian didnt love me

it was out of pity

i heard Ian screaming and pounding at the door

"Ashley! let me in!!" he screamed

he sounded actually sad, naw he just wants me to come out

"Ashley let me in!  please!" he sobbed

"NO!" i screamed

i was sick of the physical and mental abuse ive had my life

"please open the door" ian begged

i spotted a knife on the counter and realised what had to be done

i have no place in the world, no one wants me, i have no reason to stay living

i gulped, ready to say my goodbyes "I love you Ian Hecox and i did as soon as i lay eyes on you, but now i know, you were doing it out of pity" this part i whispered "i will see you in heaven, I love you Ian..."

then i grabbed the knife, took a deep breath.. and slit my wrist

i screamed from the pain, blood gushing out, my vision became blurry as i dropped to the floor

the last thing i saw was the door being kicked down and ian running up to me crying

i said three simple words.. "dont save me"

then everything when dark

Ian's POV

i heard the thud, "NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I screamed knowing what had just happened

i pounded the door, screaming

Anthony looked at me sadly and grabbed my shoulders

"Ian, Ian stop" anthony said softly

i turned, looking at him, tears spurting down my face

i noticed Anthony had tears in his eyes too

"call an ambulance man!" i shouted, sobbing

i continued to pound the door

my adrenaline wasnt high enough

but then i pictured her lying on the floor dead and my adrenaline kicked in

i bashed down the door, stepping into a pool of blood, Ashley was laying against the wall limply

"Dont save me..." she said and she blacked out

suddenley there was a knock at the door;the ambulance had arrived

Anthony let them in and they lifted Ashley up onto a stretcher and carried her out of the door

one of the paramedics came up to me and said "dont worry, she will be fine" and with that, she hopped into the ambulance

there was a few minutes of silence and i broke down on the floor, crying

"Aww, man, its okay, she will be okay" Anthony told me

why would she do this to herself- wait, she said she loved me, she thought i didnt love her

oh god, oh no, i do love her

"i need to see her now!" i said suddenley

"no dude, wait till tomorrow" said anthony

i was too tired and stressed to argue

anthony carried me to my bed and turned off the light and left

he peeked his head round my door frame and whispered "good night buddy, im always here for you"

and left

i couldnt sleep, i tossed and turned

i had only known her for a day but i felt we were made for each other

i felt super depressed so i stagered to the kitchen...

Anthony's POV

poor Ian i thought to myself

i dont get why he is so upset though

all i heard when she was in the bathroom was "ill see you in heaven"

i loved Ashley so much and had to tell her

i wonder how Ian would react, im sure he wouldnt mind

he doesnt love her so its fine

suddenley a light appered in the kitchen and i heard the slaps of someones feet on the kitchen flooring and the fridge jerking open

then shuffling in the drawers

i wondered if  it was Ian getting a drink of milk

i got up and looked in horror as i saw him with beer bottles in his hand and empty cans scattered everywhere

i gasped "Ian?! what the hell are you doing?"

Ian looked at me

i could see real pain his eyes

he must be really hurting. i could tell by the way when ashley was in the room how he was banging on the door crying and the look on his face when she  was being carried away on a stretcher

could that mean- naw, of course he doesnt love her, he even said so to me before

Ian reached in the fridge to grab his 5th beer

"No Ian! Stop!!" i said pulling him away from the fridge

"Uh, yur- uh- Ant-thony" Ian slurred

i couldnt stand seeing my best friend in all the world like this

i grabbed Ian and tugged him into his bed

i grabbed a pillow and duvet from my room and lay it on Ian's floor

"I'm gunna sleep here tonight to make sure you dont get up and do something stupid" i told Ian

"urr- oka-yy" ian said, still slurring his words

i lay and soon fell asleep

but before i went to sleep i whispered to him " I love you Ian"

its true, i do love Ian, but as a friend

i hope he feels okay, i really need Ian in my life, he is my best friend, room mate, hes like a brother to me

i smiled at that thought and drifted off to sleep...