Help Me Smosh!

I-Ian??!? Dont Die! please!

Ashley's POV

"IAN?!" I screamed, no it couldnt happen

he couldnt die, i loved him

Pewds ran and got a doctor and the nurses ushered me out of the room while they use those shocky-things

i left sobbing, PewDiePie hugging me telling me it would be alright

then a nurse came up to us

"im so sorry" she said sadly "there was nothing i could do, he suffered severe brain damage and his heart just.. stopped"

"NO!" i screamed, this cant be happening

there was no words to describe the pain i was going through

"c-can i see him, j-just one last time?" i asked, tears streaming down my face

she looked at the state of me and agreed

i slowly walked into Ian's room, his limp, pale lifeless body sprawled on the bed 

Felix was outside calling Anthony telling him he had killed his best friend

i  hate Anthony, he killed my one and only love, just from jealousy

Anthony's POV

I was sitting at home wondering what i did to my best friend

i was deep in thought when i heard my mobile ring

i grabbed it and the caller ID said PewDiePie

oh, i wonder why he is calling, i actually hoped it was Ashley calling to say Ian was fine

though, i dont think he would ever forgive me after this

"hello?" i said, though i new who it was

"hey man" said Pewds

"whassup" i asked

"well, im at the hospital with Ashley" he said

"really?!" i asked "why?" 

"because the hospital called, anyway its about Ian" he said, almost sadly

i started to get abit worried "Pewds, why do u sound sad? Ian is okay isnt he?" i panicked

Felix gulped "Ian.. Ian is dead"

my heart skipped a beat  and my face was drained of all its colour "what?" 

"and Ashley told me everything, its ur fault, i dont really want to hang round with you anymore, bye man" and with that he hung up..

i started crying, i.. i killed him, my bro, my partner, but most of all.. MY BEST FRIEND since sixth grade

i hate myself, how would i tell all the fans, the smoshers

i asked all these questions, sitting on the couch where we videod endless smosh, lunchtime with smosh, mailtime with smosh episodes

"WHY?!" i screamed to the ceiling

then i got up into my car, and drove off with one destination in mind...

Ashley's POV

i creeped around Ians room and looked at him for a while, his eyes shut, so i could no longer see his beautiful blue shining orbs

then, i walked to the bed side

"ian?' i whispered, looking at Ian dead

"Ian, its me, ashley, i know you probably cant hear me but i want you to know that I love you, and i always will and always have, ever since i lay eyes on you, i knew you were the one"

then i kissed his forehead and weeped, weeped more tears than i ever had in my abused life

my tears poured on his face like a waterfall, splashing him

he flinched

i jumped, he- he just flinched

naw, it must be nothing

he lay there, still as gorgeous as when i first met him, except then his beautiful ocean eyes were shining

suddenley Pewds popped his head in and told me "we should be going now, its getting late"

i sighed, i was tired, then a nurse walked in

"hello, are you still here with Ian?" she asked

"umm, no, we are leaving now, we will visit Ian again tomorow" Felix stated

"its okay, you can stay overnight in this room if you would like, just to see him for the last time, im so sorry for the loss" she said

i didnt want to sleep on the uncorfatble hospitle chairs all night, it would be really uncomfy- wait, what am i saying?? Ian sticked by me at hospital when i tried to commit suicide, i love Ian

"Im staying overnight" i said smiling

"okay" the nurse said

"sorry Ashley, but i gotta go, Marzia will be wondering where i am, bye" he smiled and left

"you can sleep on the chair if you want, goodbye" the nurse then left too

i was left alone with Ian, the light still on

"Ian, i love you so much, and it kills me that you are now gone, but i wont be sad, i know you wont want that, so i will keep my head held high and keep thinking of you" i said, tears now starting up again.

i kissed his poor bandaged  face and cried.

suddenley there was  a knock at the door

i started speaking before i fully turned round, thinking it was Pewds

"really, Pewds, you dont have to stay, Marzia will be wonderi-" i stopped, as i saw the person that knocked was not Felix... it was Anthony

Anthony's POV

i kept on driving, my eyes fixed onto the road

then i swerved right and i was in the hospital car-park

i walked up to the smiling receptionist again

"hi, what room is Ian Hecox in?" i asked, tears in my eyes

"im sorry sir, Ian is dead" she said, sadly, not smiling anymore

"yes, i know, but please can i go to see him quickly, i need to, im his best friend" i said

she sighed "okay, he is in room 4m floor 5"

i ran to the lift and jabbed the button 5

the lift shot up to floor five and i ran across corridor after corridor until i finally heard.. ASHLEY'S VOICE!

i slowly walked to Ian's doorframe and listened

"Ian?" she whispered

"Ian, its me, ashley, i know you probably cant hear me but i want you to know that I love you, and i always will and always have, ever since i lay eyes on you, i knew you were the one"

i hate myself, poor Ashley, she must be heart-broken

she kissed him and cried waterfalls, i had the urge to hug her badly but i couldnt let her see me

then i heard a very familiar Swedish accent and i hid behind a bin

as i expected, Pewds entered Ian room and they had a discussion

i dont know what about

in the end, Ashley stayed in Ian's room and Felix left

thats when i decided to go for it

i slowly walked up to ian's door and knocked

"really, Pewds, you dont have to stay, Marzia will be wonderi-" she obviously thought i was Pewds

then she stopped, a look of shock and anger formed on her face when she saw me, uh oh, im in for it now..