Last First Kiss

Chapter 31

Niall's P.O.V.

I was sick and tired of seeing Harry lying there like a corpse. I was growing more frustrated by the second and I seriously had to dig my nails into my own skin to keep me from kicking him right in the bαlls. He kept lifelessly lying there until I very reluctantly as well as angrily informed him of what had happened earlier that day, finally getting some sort of reaction out of him when I mentioned Melina. Well, the only thing he did was stiffen up, but it was better than looking dead. That was the moment the boys decided it would be the perfect time to tell him that Melina loved him as it would probably get him out of his misery. Yeah, uh, no. He actually denied it. As if he didn't want her to love him. And then Louis got pissed and started yelling, which Harry totally deserved, but again Harry seemed to shut down, so I decided to trigger his reaction the only way I knew it could be triggered:

"She told me she loves you" I let him know, but it didn't trigger any attention. Well, hard times require hard resources "After I snogged her"

Finally, Harry shot up from his position on the bed and sat, looking straight into my eyes

"What do you mean 'snogged her'?"

"Snogged her, dude. As in shoved my tongue down her delicious throat!" I said bluntly, knowing that it would get a reaction out of him. As I expected, Harry's eyes started spitting fire

"Don't talk about her like that" he growled

"Talk about her like what? I mean, she's fit, mate. If YOU are not going to shαg her, might as well do it for you. It wouldn't be too much of a punishment anyway" I responded, instantly feeling bad when I realized I actually considered it for a millisecond. Harry jumped off the bed and within a few seconds he was grabbing me by my collar, pushing me against the wall about halfway into the room

"Like that" he said through clenched teeth

"Oh, what? Can't handle me talking dirty about the girl that loves you?" I mocked "You know what was the best part about snogging her, hm? That she actually kissed me back instantly"

"You're lying" Harry growled as he tightened his grip on me

"Oh, trust me, I am not! She even pulled me into her house. I got to hold her with her legs wrapped around me, while full on snogging, and, boy, did it feel good! If it wasn't for you, maybe I would have fυcked her today already!" I taunted. Harry pulled my off the wall, only to shove me into it ten times harder than he had done before, causing pain to erupt in my entire back

"Do want to know why I snogged her?" Harry's face was just inches away from mine and it was intimidating as hell, but I couldn't back down now "Do you?!"

"Enlighten me!" Harry yelled sarcastically

"Because she started crying when I asked her whether she fυcking loved you!" I spit into his face. Harry's expression softened and he carefully let me go

"She doesn't deserve what you do to her, Harry! She's too amazing for that! And you know what, maybe she IS out of your league, but she LOVES you, Harry! She loves YOU! She wants YOU! And I know YOU love her too, but you don't seem to give a dαmn about how you make her feel!" I scolded him

"I know" Harry muttered "But it's better this way"

Louis' P.O.V.

"But it's better this way" Harry muttered after Niall's little, yet very accurate, speech

"No Harry, it's not better this way! Can't you see you're ruining yourself? And Melina too?" I yelled in frustration

"She'll get over it" Harry stated sadly