An Attack on Titan fanfic, Eren x Levi (boy x boy)
I do not own any AOT characters
**THIS WRITING IS AWFUL I AM SO SORRY am doing another Ereri on my account if you want tad bit better style of writing ^.^**
You are in so much pain Levi. I wish I could help you, but I can tell you cant cry
Levi's POV:
WHAT THE HELL LEVI! Did you just kiss that brat!? And did he just kiss back?!
"What the fuck!" I ran into my room, slamming the door behind me loudly. My hands flew to my eyes, covering them as I sank to my knees
"What have I done..." I whispered
What have you done you fool, he most likely thinks you are disgusting
Then why did he kiss back?
And why did he smile?
Why was his heart beating so much?
Because he was mortified
No because he liked it
I argued with myself until the rain had stopped and a knock tapped on my door 3 times, I got up from my self loathing state and went to the door. I opened it slowly
"What is it..." I said, I looked up and saw Eren standing in my doorway. He bit his lip as he looked at me, blushing
"Sorry I just wanted to see if you were ok..." he said quietly
"I'm fine" I snapped, Eren looked annoyed and his cute facial expression vanished. Shit...
"Well I'm sorry for caring then" he was about to turn away
"Wait" I said, I reached over and took his hand without thinking and pulled him inside my room closing the door behind me. All the while Eren looking at me terrified
"I'm not going to kill you Eren lighten up"
His face relaxed. Then he asked me the question I didn't want to hear
"Why did you kiss me Levi" his face fell and he looked away embarrassed
I thought about it
I knew the answer
Because I'm in love with you brat
"I don't know" was all I said
Eren snapped his head up, looking annoyed again "So you kissed me for no good reason?"
"No...I..." my voice trailed off
Whats the matter with you? Since when are you all soft, since when do you not have something to say?
"Eren what are you doing to me?" I looked at his fierce green eyes, his brown hair in tangled knots still from the battle. I reached over and moved hair out of his face, his eyes softened immediately
"You tell me" he said, I took my chance and pulled his lips onto mine
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I kissed him so suddenly that it threw him off, his hands went to my waist almost immediately as he tried to keep his balance. The cause of this was the both of us being pushed against the wall, Eren pinned me there and kissed me softly
Your lips are so soft Eren
So innocent
I pulled away, putting my hands on his chest and as I breathed heavily. Eren had to catch his breath too. I wont ruin you, you don't care about me. You are being kissed by your commander of course you don't know what to do
"I cant ruin you Eren" was all I said, Eren frowned
"What do you mean?" I answered him by kissing him, I wound my arms around his neck and hugged him as I kissed him
I'm so sorry
Eren's POV:
Levi was almost overpowering as he kissed me
His tongue slid over my bottom lip, asking for entrance which I granted.
We felt so good together
So right
It never occurred to me how wrong others could see us
But that's ok
I don't care
Suddenly Levi pulled away, his eyes wide with shock. I looked at him confused until I felt his hand on my wrist.
Fuck.
I pulled away quickly, turning my head as I covered my wrist
"No. Not you" Levi said quietly
"I should go" I said, I walked out with no protest from Levi
That was very sudden
I walked down the hallway and back to my room once again, I slammed the door shut. "What the hell" I said as I walked over to the window in my room
What was that, he kissed me again.
I love this little bastard don't I
Fuck
"Why am I so confused" I said to no one, I sat down on my bed
Time passed, lots of time of just me sitting on my bed looking at the floor in hateful confusion. I thought about Levi then I thought about the fight
The fight I could have saved lives in
But no you are too weak Eren, you are much too weak. You had to rely on Levi to help you
You were to weak to stay a titan, you could have avoided more wounds.
I snapped back into attention, I looked around and my room was now dark. I checked the time and it was 10:54
Almost eleven
I stood up suddenly and made my way over to my drawers. I opened them and took a little blade out of it
The blade had blood on it
I threw the blade across the room, it got lost under the bed and in all of my stuff
No you cant, you saw how Levi reacted.
You have to be strong
If not for yourself, for him.
Stay. Alive.
I was so tired, I went to my bed and flopped there. I slept almost immediately and I dreamed about Levi.
I dreamed about how much he would be so happy if he would just smile
If he could cry
How much I care about him and he is too stubborn to see that.
