*London
"Tell me you love me." Nip mumbled by my ear.
I was wrapped up in his arm in our warm bed.
"I love you." I smiled
"And I love you. Don't ever forget it." He kissed my hair.
Tonight was un-called for...but it happen and I don't regret it.
Everything he said held so much truth to it and I needed to see the man I'm going to marry in the realest from and tonight was him at his realest.
I for sure was at my realest last night. It needed to happen.
There's things I need to work on, I'm not perfect. I'm insecure, I'm a trainwreck, when I need attention I nag, and I can be really mean towards Nip.
To this very day I still don't know why he loves me, but I love him for that.
"What you thinking about?" He asked me gazing his thumb upon my warm cheek
"You." I grinned.
"I'm stuck in your brain huh?!" He wore a cocky grin
"Yes. You're invading my brain." I laughed
"Good." He moved his hands down to my stomach
I never knew the feelings Nip had about being a bad father.
I never want him to feel like that. He's an amazing father and husband to me and the girls.
"Nip?" I mumbled
"Huh?" He fumbled with the him of the t shirt I was wearing that happened to be his.
"You're gonna be a great dad." I mumbled making him look up at me
"You think." He asked pulling me towards him more.
"Yes. You're gonna he able to teach him how to be a man, and how to treat woman, how to tie his shoes, how to brush his hair. You're gonna be his role model. You're gonna mean so much to him like you mean to Morgan and P" I played in his hair
"....he's gonna look for you to pick him up and tell him it's okay and try again when he falls off his bike. You're gonna be able to give him so much." I went on to say
"Thank you. I'm glad you think that of me." He pressed his lips to mine
Wrapping my arms around him his hands feel to my waist. Taking it a step father he slipped his tongue in my mouth.
I haven't felt this close to him since the day King was announced to be growing inside me.
The bond Nip and I share is something unbreakable. I yarn for it, his touch, his love...his protection. It's important that he knows this and never forget it.
*Chris
"Daddy I can't find it." Morgan poked her bottom lip out
"Where did you have it last?" I asked
"When we come from the pool." She said walking her little self to the kitchen
"M you gotta find your shoe babe." I laughed. In this moment of time she's heading to the kitchen instead of looking for her clothing.
"I don't know where it goes daddy." She said looking at me before leaning on the fredge door
"Where your sister?" I shook my head
"In bathroom." She pointed
"Tell her to help you." I said picking up her doll
I had a 'date' tonight but before that took place I wanted to do one last thing with the girls.
