LizQuen (Behind the Scenes)

Take 2

Liza's POV

As an actress, eventhough we always have drama scenes that doesn't mean that it's already easier for us to cry all the time. We still need to immerse from the character that we're playing. We still need to put ourselves on what's the character is going trough.
And in my case, it's always hard for my tears to fall and cry.

Paano ba naman kasi.
Quen's always there to make me smile.

"Cut!!!" Direk shouted.

"Liza! You did good! But I know you can do better." Direk said.

"Be back here in 15 minutes. We'll retake!" Direk added.

Oh gosh! They're not satisfied with my acting.
I'm really having a hard time to let my tears fall.
What am I gonna do?

"Hey!" Quen said.
"You're overthinking again." he added.

He caressed my hair.

"You did good, baby!" he said.
"No! I'm not! Gosh!" I said.

"Hey! You really did good but we all know that you can do better." he cheered me up.

"Ugh! I don't know. Why is it so hard for my tears to fall right now?" I said.

"Maybe because in reality, you are so happily inlove with the cutest guy in the world." he joked.

I punched his arms.

"Quen! Stop! You're not helping." I said.

"Okay. Come here." he said and pulls me closer.
"Look into my eyes." he said.

"Just think of the saddest things in life.
Like, isipin mo na suka is the only left thing to eat." he said.

"Or all the ice cream company will no longer released a cookies and cream flavor." he said.

"Or the worst, you can never kissed me again." he joked.

"Quen! Seriously? You're not helping!" I said.

"Hahahaha! Weh? Not working? Eh paiyak ka na nga sa kakatawa eh." he said.

Sigh.

"No! I'm just kidding!" he said.

"Isipin mo nalang na ako yan, ako yung taong mawawala sa'yo." he said.

"You can never see me again.
You can never kiss me again.
You can never hug me again.
You can never see my labas-lahat-gilagid smile again.
You can never touch my face again.
You can never play with my hair again.
You can never caress my belly again.
You can never look into my eyes again." he added.

And just like that, my tears began to fall.

"I will never touch your hands again.
We will never hold hands again." he continued.

Now, my tears keeps on falling and I hold Quen's hands tighter.

"I will never play with your double chin and kili-kili again." he said.

"And, I will be gone in your life." he continued.

And I'm in real tears already.
I'm really crying now.

The thought of losing Quen is killing me. I can't bear the thought of losing my baby.

I hate it. It gives me real tears.

And before I know it, I was hugging Quen already.

I'm hugging him tight.
I wrapped my arms on him.

The words - No. No. That will never happen. Don't leave me. I cannot lose you. You are my life. - is running through my head.

"Stop! Enough!" I said while sobbing.

He hold me tight on my waist.
He seems surprised of me, hugging him.

I forgot that we're in public.
But I don't care.
I just want him to know that I cannot lose him. No. Never.

I'm still crying.

"Don't you ever leave me!" I said, not knowing I will really say it.

"Ahhhhh~" Quen's response with his malambing voice.

"No, baby! NE-VER!" he said and hug me tighter.

"Well I guess, you're ready for Take 2!" Direk said.
"Sorry for interrupting you two! I'm really am sorry." Direk teased.

"Hahahaha! Si Direk talaga oh!" Quen said.

And we all laughed.
And Quen and I let go of the hug.

"You can do it, baby!" Quen cheered me.
"You're the best at everything." he said.

He's really sweet.
It makes me feel giddy everytime.

"Thank you!" I said smiling.

"I love you!" he said.
"I love you, too!" I whispered.