Maze Runner Prefrences

Newt Imagine- Depression

    It's been a week since your friend Newt tried to commit suicide. He had jumped off the walls, and you had to see his limp body pulled to the homestead. He was your best friend and crush. His messy, light, brown hair and his dark brown eyes melted your heart. He almost took that away from you. It was going to be the first time you seen him since.
You walked in and saw him laying there. "Newt?" He turns. "Hey. How are you doing?"
"I've been better, much better. I'm sorry. Are you mad?" He looked so sad. He was sincere, so you kept talking.
"To be honest, Newt, I'm furious. I know it's hard. I arrived only two months after you." Tears started forming in both of your eyes.
"I know. I hate it, but now I know it's not worth my life. We need each other." A tear ran down his cheek. You have him a hug.
"I know that's not it. I know you're stronger than that. W-Why did y-you really do it?" You cried.
"I can't tell you." He sobbed back.
"Just like you couldn't tell me you wanted to leave." He released you. You had hit a nerve.
"Get out. If I can't tell you there's a reason. Get out." He was so stern it's like he became someone else.
You haven't seen him since.
Three days later...
Newt has been avoiding you. He can walk now, so he has a choice on where to go. When you went to eat, he wasn't there. Now you don't eat so he can. Sometimes Minho brings you some food. You can't believe you messed up so horribly with Newt. You think for a long time about everything you remember.
"Y/N." Someone says.
"Minho, I'm not hungry." You state.
"I didn't bring any food." When you realize Newt was speaking you jump up from where you were sitting.
"Newt!? It's so shucking great to here your voice!"
"I just came to say...I'm sorry for snapping. I just wanted to leave for a wrong reason, and you called it. I love you so much, and it's not fair to you if I leave. I'm not leaving I just..." He continues to ramble, but you aren't listening. All you can focus on, is how he said he loves you.
You cut him off, "You love me?"
He immediately covers his mouth, knowing what he said.
"It's alright... I love you too."
He sees how close you guys are and takes a chance by kissing you. You could practically taste the sadness, but he could taste your joy for this moment. You pull away and smile. Before you can register that he is happy with his decision, he pulls you in again.