*Ashton's pov*
I couldn't sleep because I was so excited but sad, sad that things with Lou and I was kinda over. I wanted to still be with her but it's better for me to let her go and not hold her back.
After about an hour of not being able to sleep I went over to my window and opened it. I looked out my window expecting to just see darkness but when I looked over to Lou's garden she was lying in her hammock writing on a note book with little lanterns lightening up the space around her.
I quietly snuck down stairs and out the back door. I went round to Lou's house and climbed the gate.
"Lou" I whispered coming up her path.
"Ashton? what are you doing here, at 3 in the morning?" she questioned as I came and sat in the hammock with her.
" I couldn't sleep and by the looks of things either could you" I said.
She just nodded.
"I think you should go in and try to sleep" I said standing up and offering her my hand, she took it and we went inside.
I locked the door and went upstairs and tucked Lou into bed.
"I'll locked the door behind me " I said getting up to leave.
Lou grabbed my hand and pulled me back .
"Stay" she whispered.
I snuggled in beside her for one last time, which put me at ease, and I quickly fell asleep.
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I was woken up by Lou shaking me.
"Ashton it's half 1 you better go get ready" she said.
"Oh shit really" I said jumping up, I looked at the clock I only had 4 hours until our flight.
"Do you mind driving us to the airport in Like an hour" I said rushing down the stairs.
"Yeah" Lou shouted before I ran out her front door and across to my house.
Everything had already been packed and all I had to do was, shower and changed into the clothes I had left out to travel in.
Everything went in a blur, the next thing I knew I was standing at my front door hugging my family goodbye.
Lou was sitting in her car with the boys in the back seats. I opened the boot and put my suitcase in, I walked round to the passenger door, I took one last look back at my family before waving one last time.
I got in the car, no one said a word.
Yes we were all really excited but we all knew how hard it would be leaving our families. I felt Calum's hand pat my left shoulder before he whispered in my ear "yet is still to come". I didn't know if he meant that in a good or bad way.
As we drove we sat there saying nothing the radio filled the large gap of silence.
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*Lou's pov*
There was so much I wanted to say to Ashton, but I couldn't not with the boys there, it was to late anyway it would be horrible of me to make this harder for him than it already is.
I felt as though he was watching me as I drove and a quick glance over at him confirmed my suspicions.
He'll be gone by tomorrow my life will go back to it's dull boring state. Ashton made me release that you need to live every day like it's the last, as cheesy as that sounds.
A smile covered my face as I remembered all the memories we had but it faded as we got closer to the airport.
I turned the radio up louder, then turned to Ashton.
"One last time" I whispered, Ashton just nodded.
We belted out the words to the song on the radio, the other boys joined in. I think I will miss moments like this the most, spending time with people who don't care how stupid you look and are happy to be stupid with you.
*Ashton's pov*
Lou parked her car and we all got out and took our suitcases out of her boot.
I watched as Lou said good bye to Michael Luke and Calum. As the boys started to head to the entrance i said to Lou
"Why are you saying goodbye now, are you not coming in?" I questioned.
"I think it is better to say goodbye now so we don't have to think about how it is coming soon" Lou said wrapping her arms around me.
I squeezed her tightly and kissed her head.
"Good by my lover" I whispered.
"Good by my friend" she whispered.
"I'll see soon" I said as she broke away from our hug.
"Good bye Ashton, mr Irwin" she said turning back to her car.
"Goodbye my Lou" I said walking to the entrance.
"I love you" I said, but I turned around to see she was already in her car ready to leave. I gave her a wave and went into the airport.
Well I guess from now on it all changes, i'm leaving a place that I need to be the most right now.
*Lou's pov*
"I love you" I whispered as I watched Ashton walking into the airport.
From now on it all changes the next time I see him I bet he will have forgotten my name. He will be some big rock star surrounded by screaming girls, i'll be nothing special.
He won't be the Ashton Irwin I'm in love with.
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So this is the finally chapter. I might do a sequel depending if anyone wants me to, comment on what you think.
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Teen FictionA story about how a girl called Lou who ends up figuring out the true personality of Ashton.