twenty-one ; nothing but sorrow

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Royalty.

I stared blankly at my bedroom wall.

"Sis?"

I just continued to stare. I felt arms on my shoulders.

"i know this hard for you man, I want you to speak, eat or sum , its been a week and the funerals Sunday" He said softly.

I lay my head on his shoulder so he knew I was listening. 

"I know you hurting lil sis, have you heard from the babies dad?"

I shook my head no.

"Mum said she spoke to his dad, things ain't looking good but I want you to be strong sis"

I nodded he kissed my forehead after sitting with me for a while then left me alone. I decided to go on my phone.

@ILovePeaches : RIP ! Sorry for yall lose Royalty & Kayshawn

@ShitDen : sory for yall lose Royalty & Shawn

The list of random people continued with RIP's I didn't have no strength to cry. I thought till I came over families tweets.

@MRCOLE :  Shit like this makes me soft man, having my son moping around, we lost what would have been my first grandchild but Ig God got his plan right? RIP lil soldier x 

@ReecesPieces : We all deserve a second chance God give it to them...RIP lil thugga.

I felt tears burning my eyes. 

@Vinny : Never seen my cousin so down and I couldn't imagine what Ro feeling, yall brave and know God got some tricks up his sleeve so don't worry < 3 Rip.

@JeromeA : God gives his toughest battles to his strongest soilders, yall got this ! RIP.

@AmerieJ : I hope everyone regrets all the petty shit these past months, lifes to short for it, I'm mad my lil niece or nephew didn't make it, I'm sure we all are, I wanna just say yall be brave yall got this <3 RIP baby !

@Chris_thatsit : I feel sick. This shit happened to the wrong people, I was so scared not knowing a lot on how that shit works, I remember that night carrying @JustRo she had blood flowing every where and a nigga was just getting her ice cream, I wanted my niece or nephew to fight, not just for them self but for everyone, everyone knew that once that baby was born everyone's lives would have changed and right now its changed for the worst but I  believe in happy days and I know yalls is coming fr...RIP lil homie x __KShawn

(I know twitter is only 140 characters but oh well lol)

I felt tears staining my face I threw my phone screaming. My brother and mum ran in running to my aid.

Kayshawn.

I looked at my cousin and dad.

"Shawn common man" Vince said.

I blinked.

"Fuck man" My dad said wiping his face.

My mum burst in holding me.

"Baby talk to mummy" She said softly.

"Liz nun gone work, the funeral is tomorrow and idk what to do" My dad said as if he was about to cry.

"Don't cry" I mumbled. 

"Son, I need you to be strong I can't loose you"

"I'm still here"

My throat was dry so my voice was soft but raspy.

"Your not, I spoke to her mother yall doing the same shit not eating or talking all yall doing is hurting ya self more than you need to be"

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