forty-five ; Torn

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Royalty-Ann

I caressed his cheek feeling tears flood my vision.

"Common Ro you just torturing yourself"Merie said holding me.

I broke down listening to the machines beep constantly.

"I can never be happy in this game can I?"

"You can and you will, he will wake up soon"

"Their giving him 2 more weeks Merie...2 fuckin weeks" I spat pushing her off me. "Its not fair" 

She had tears in her eyes watching me break. We both looked over at Shawn's body just laying there still.

"What about his career, what about us? Why is this always happening?" 

"On the bright side Reece is in jail for life"

"No he's not , he's smarter than we think" I said standing up. "If he doesn't wake up I don't know what I'm gonna do"

I took one of his warm lifeless hands and rubbed it on my stomach.

"You gotta wake up for us Kayshawn, please"

Merie took my hand and we left the hospital together.

"Its gonna be okay I promise"

"Its not" I said shaking my head getting into her car.

Chris

I sighed watching the twins sleep peacefully.

"You good?" Jerome asked walking in.

I shook my head.

"A part of me don't know how to feel bro, I mean what if that nigga never wake up? That's gonna be on me and Royalty will never speak to me again"

"It wasn't you man...it was all of us and if that nigga don't wake up ima kill him myself" He joked.

I cracked a small smile but sighed again.

"He's right we been through so much crap but he's still my brother man" I said sighing hard now.

I felt my chest just get heavy af.

"We're back" I heard Merie call.

Once my eyes locked with Ro I knew this shit had her in pain man...she looked as if she was in pain.

"How was he?" I asked chocking up on my own words.

"The same" Merie said softly.

Ro sat there and cried into her hands.

"Damn" Jerome said shaking his head. "I don't even know what to say man"

*2 weeks later*

Royalty.

I starred at his body with tears racing down my face, all of us including our parents where here. Shawn's mum was in hysterics...I knew exactly how she felt.

"Idk why he hasn't woken up yet" His dad said shaking his head.

"Shawn man, I'm sorry for all the shit we've been through man, the beef we had is and was stupid, I'm sorry bro just wake up man" Chris said looking down at him. "We can go, go karting and get high like back in the day man"

I felt numb to the whole situation. I watched as everyone said their soft words of goodbye but I couldn't.

"Ro you've gotta" Merie said hugging me gently.

"I can't I do want him to go, not like this, its not fair"

"You can do it Ro" My mum and Roman said at the same time.

I let out a soft sigh before walking to his side holding his hand.

"Shawn....why you...why did it have to be you, I just had to fall in love with you huh? I remember when I first met all of yall, you didn't like my ass one bit, but you did, I knew you did I felt it, I still do, I don't want you to go but if you must I'm letting you go, just know I love you" I said softly.

Everyone smiled faintly at me.

"I will promise to let your baby know how much of a great man you were" 

I let go of his hand softly backing away.

"Y-your pregnant?" 

"Well damn" Jerome mumbled.

"Shawn?" I gasped with a huge smile on my face.

Tbc...

I know its short but that was just a little filler tbh...





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