Kayshawn.
"You okay?" Sammy asked rubbing my shoulder.
"I'm good Sam" I said standing up.
"Shawn I have something to tell you"
"What?"
Before she could say anything I heard voices making me smile and head down stairs.
"If it isn't the star of the show" Reece said dapping me.
I dapped Chris and Jerome then hugged Amerie and just starred at Royalty.
"Umm hi" I said awkwardly scratching the back of my neck.
She smiled softly then frowned when she noticed Sam.
"Hi yall" She said smiling.
I wiped my hand down my face.
"Yall told people?"
"Yeah, so lets set up"
"What's going on?" Ro asked.
I just smiled tapping my nose.
"Yall know I don't like surprises" She said folding her arms.
"Trust me you gonna like it" Chris said putting him arm around her.
I scrunched my face up but hid it.
We all had our own jobs to do around the house for today but we just had Ro upstairs in my room.
"We need to talk" Amerie said dragging me out to the garden.
I put the food and drinks down then followed her outside.
"Just talk to her"
"Its not that easy Sam is always around and it looks like her and Chris got sum going on again"
"Ditch ya groupie and honestly they have been talking on sum level but I've spoken to Chris and he knows how you feel about her so he's kinda reasoning"
I wiped my hand down my face.
"I'm not good for her"
"Df you talking about not good for her? Wasn't you the one that was gonna have a baby by her, you got her the opportunity in her dream, you been the one there for her even more than me"
I chewed on my lip.
"Tonight's your night Shawn don't ruin it"
We shared a small hug before doing what we had to do.
***
"Looking smooth bro" Chris said.
"Thanks homie you too"
I guess he could notice my stand off ish and pulled me aside.
"Talk to me"
"You and Ro what's really up?"
"She admitted feeling some type of way for me but I didn't play on it I explained how she's yours and everyone knows that, she started crying and said how much she misses you n shit I felt bad man you gottah talk to her man"
I sighed nodding.
"Iyte"
"Cheer up man, tonight's you night homie"
I smiled slightly and we dapped then went back to everyone else.
"Hey handsome" Sam said walking beside me.
I removed her hands seeing Ro look at us. The door knocked.
"I got it"
Eventually the house was full and things were going smooth. I saw Royalty by her self and decided to approach her.
"Hi" I said putting my hands in my pocket.
"Hi" She chuckled lightly. "You can sit ya know"
I chuckled awkwardly then sat down.
"So how you been feeling?"
It's been another month since we buried our son.
"Umm fine I guess, the auditions are coming up so I've been preparing kinda nervous"
I nodded.
"You gonna smash that audition"
She smiled but I noticed tears in her eyes so I wrapped my arm around her.
"Sorry"
"Don't be sorry, you didn't do nothing"
"I miss you Kayshawn"
I felt my heart race and my stomach go all tingly.
"I miss you too Ro, I always look at the big ass pink bunny wanting you to hold it like you did when I first won it, I look through my pictures wishing I wasn't so stupid, I don't ever take off the chain you brought me and I sleep with the picture every night, loosing Kamari opened up my eyes, I wanna start again if you willing to"
She looked up at me but before she could say anything Sam voice was over the music in the mic.
"Hey everyone wanna thank everyone for coming, sadly its been a month since Shawn lost his first child"
I looked at Ro who just watched Sam.
"However, good news Shawn you gonna be a dad again" She said smiling brightly.
Everyone gasped then looked at me and Ro.
"She's lying" I yelled.
She shook her head the pulled out my grasp walking off.
