I think that day left a huge scar on me.
Ever since that happened I felt stupid for not realizing what Jungkook was always trying to tell me.
Constantly he had reminded me to be careful,
but had I listened to any of his advice?
No.
I didn't listen to anything he said to me.
Why?
Because I was so foolish.
I was foolish to follow every footstep of Yoongi.
He told me everything about the two.
I found out they had been going out ages ago.
Yet I didn't know anything.
Thinking about it now,
I'm so naive.
After that day I remember finding myself waking up at Yoongi's.
I didn't know how I had ended up there,
but that was the day where everything ended.
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"You're awake." Yoongi sighed.
I stared at the blank ceiling, my mind lost in thoughts of what had just happened.
Images of Yoongi and Hye Jin kissing flashed into my mind.
I didn't say a word.
"You saw," he paused as he stared at me in pity. "Didn't you?"
I looked up at him and nodded.
"Everything you saw is true," Yoongi explained. "We've been going out ever since university."
"Why?" My voice cracked. "Why would you do such a thing, Yoongi?"
He didn't say anything.
He stood there, looking at me in pity.
His eyes,
full of sorrow.
Blankness occupying my damaged brain.
My heart,
aching once again because of him.
"Let's break up." He spoke in an undertone.
But I felt a little quiver in his voice.
"Okay." I said quietly.
I packed my things away and walked out of his house.
I stared into the sky.
The dark,
starry sky.
Was like always like this?
What had I been doing for the past few years,
not knowing a single thing about this?
Was I so naive?
The calm wind gently pushed past my trembling face as I walked down the dark streets.
I continued staring into the sky as I walked,
lost stars following my movements.
Everything felt so isolated.
Even the stars were so far apart from each other.
So this is how a breakup feels?
So this is how it feels after being cheated on by two of the most important people in my life?
It hurts.
A lot.
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Gone Forever
FanfictionI'm sorry Yoongi... I'm sorry for being so foolish... I'm sorry I didn't know that you were suffering so much... I promise you I will find Jeongguk and tell him I don't blame him for his actions. I love you, Yoongi. Even though you're Gone Forever...
