Black Coffee (Larry Stylinson)

Chapter 26

Okay so lots going on

1. i finally got a new laptop!!! But downside was that it's a fancy touch screen windows 8 computer so microsoft doesn't work with it or some shit anyways i have to use this crap writing app to write anything and it has no spelling check so you guys are gonna have to bare with me with the spelling

2. i saw Fun. last night and i was in pit and i was front and center and Nate touched my hand and he kept smiling at me and i have tons of pictures so i may or may not post pictures of it because wow i still haven't comprehended it but omhghhgvf

3. i tried to get this chapter out asap so its real short and mostly a filler so im real sorry but keep pestering me about it and i'll write the upcoming chapter as quickly as possible 

4. THIS IS US IS SO GREAT

Anyways. Ben and Louis are in a tense moment bc of the interview and here is where we left off: 

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Chaoter 26 

“Harry! Harry Harry HARRY STLYES”

The crowd of screaming girls outside the studio seemed to double. The name they kept screaming burned Louis’ ears. It wasn’t his name it wasn’t his name and yet here they are screaming a name that will bring on another spur of bad thoughts to Ben’s mind. And Louis couldn’t bear to think of what another panic attack would bring them.

The crowds seemed to be getting closer to them despite their trustworthy security guards, and Louis couldn’t see Ben out of the corner of his eye anymore. Ben was behind him, the five of them getting pushed and shoved in every direction, while they were screaming out their names and even that name that seemed to burn a hole in Louis’ heart because no, Harry is not here. 

They were soon shoved into the limo, Ben being last, and the door was soon shut, turning their screams into a soft hum of noise. 

“Can somebody please explain what the fuck that interviewer meant?” Ben practically spit out, his eyes frantic, and his hands shaking from the crowds. He was angry and confused and he just wanted answers. 

“That was a ridiculous interview, mate, usually they’re-“ Liam started, but was soon cut off by Ben’s angry, “That’s not what I asked. That lady said that Harry had a past with gay men and suddenly that conversation was never brought up with me!?” It was hard to listen to him being angry, and all Louis wanted to do was to break down in tears and hold him against his chest until he felt better.

“Ben, that’s not what she meant she twisted the words-“ Louis started.

“Then what the fuck did she mean, Louis?” His voice sounded like he hated the name on his tongue, and that broke Louis’ heart. “And what the fuck was she talking about me and you and why has no one told me about any of this?” He looked to the other boys angrily, but their gaze was cast to the floor. “Didn’t anyone think that I had a right to know something that the interviewer could have been talking about instead of me making myself look like a damn fool in front of the entire world for the first time!?”

Louis shook his head, “We should have said something, Ben, but we didn’t want to worry you.”

“And I’m not Harry.” He said bitterly after a pause. “Harry was gay. I’m not gay. And I’m tired of people confusing the two of us.” 

His words echoed through the silent limo. No one had heard Ben, or Harry for that matter, speak so angrily and harshly before. Louis pretended that he wasn’t about to break into tears while the words processed in his head. Harry’s wasn’t gay, he was just a free spirit who loved anyone and everyone. Ben saying that he wasn’t gay still hurt like a bitch.