Bound to You (Literally)

Chapter 19

Chapter 19

I jump out of fright as the wood splinters into different direction, and I stare at him with a mixture of shock and horror as he stands there, visibly shaking out of anger.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?!” I yell at him. 

How the hell did he throw that stool, with such force for it to literally shatter like frail glass?! It must be adrenalin or something because I have seen some news stories where people have been able to pick up cars of dying loved one in a rush of adrenalin.

“SHUT UP!” He screams at me and I instantly shut my mouth. 

“Why are you being like this?” I whisper brokenly, more to myself than to him because I am beginning to become afraid of him.

My words make him stop and he stands still. I stare at him, not moving at all as I watch his body become tenser and tenser by the moment but when he doesn’t say anything I become a little bit brave. “If you don’t like it so much, why do you kiss me?”

“I can’t help it…” I think he says but I am not sure.

“What?”

“NOTHING!” He shouts and I jump slightly from his scary voice. “Let’s just get this done.” He grumbles and I instantly move back over to the stools where I notice that one of the buckets have spilled over. 

Mrs Burke is going to be disappointed because she sells the milk and other products from her animals in a market in town and she won’t earn as much money now if she hasn’t got that much produce to sell. She won’t shout at me but I still feel bad because she is the one losing out and she still pays me to the work, I guess I will just lower my salary so that she doesn’t lose a lot of profit. 

“We need to get back to work.” I tell him, and we do in silence going through every chore that I usually do, not touching each other and not saying a word and the only thing you can hear is the animals. 

I don’t know what his problem is. If he didn’t like kissing me that much then why does he still do? Am I really that bad of a kisser? But if I am wouldn’t he have stopped kissing me by now?  

UGH! Why is he so confusing?! I swear it is like he is permanently on his period!-

Oh crap! - I suddenly realise something. I am due on soon, but how am I going to go to the toilet to sort everything out when I am handcuffed to Jett.

I have definitely got to get Mrs Burke to un-cuff us and I know that, that reason will definitely sway her mind into separating us. 

Jett just stands next to me, getting on with the jobs without moaning or anything and he actually soothes the animals when they start to become restless and that small action shocks me the most because he is actually showing that he isn’t a heartless twat. 

Although he did seem a little bit freaked out when we were throwing some chicken feed into the chickens pen and all of the chickens started to surround him and he started to step back, not wanting them to touch him.

Jett really confuses me; he is nice one minute and then he is a complete jerk to me the next and I am starting to think that he is bipolar. One minute he can be nice to me but then he kisses me and says something like he can’t leave me alone, but then he has a little bitch fit afterwards. I do wish that he would just talk to me because I want to get to know him better and hopefully he might actually want to be with me instead of Bianca.

WAIT! What am I saying? I DON’T want to be in the same position that Bianca is in now; I don’t want to be that type of girl that sleeps around with everything with a pulse.