Teen Wolf Imagines

Why? - Stiles

⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM ⚠️

You had a rough time this year.

Your parents got into a fight and divorced.

Plates was thrown all around the living room.
Shouting were heard all over the house.
Your mom and dad are currently arguing over some stupid mistake that dad made.
You closed your ear, closing your eyes shut, when you heard..
"I'M DONE WITH US! GET OUT!" you heard your mom yelled
"GOOD CAUSE I WANTED TO DO THAT FOR A LONG TIME!!"

Your mom dated an abusive man causing your mom to go home drunk every night.

You were watching the TV, when you heard the back door opened.
What you saw made your eyes go wide.
Your mom was drunk, giggling all the time.
"DON'T JUST STAND THERE!! HELP HER CHANGE!!"
You stand there still shock.
"DO YOU HEAR ME?!" He shouted as he throw a plate near you causing a piece to scratch your right forehead and made it bleed.

Your boyfriend, Jackson cheated on you.

You were going to surprise Jackson for your 3 year anniversary.
You tip toed into his house with the keys he gave you on your first anniversary.
The house looked empty.
You were about to leave when you heard an item fell.
It sounded from upstairs.
You tip toed upstairs,
As you get closer to Jackson's room, you heard heavy breathing.
You slowly open the door, and you're eyes went wide with what you saw.
Jackson was on the bed, with another girl under him, naked.
"F*ck you Jackson!" You yelled a leave.

You were also bullied at school up to now.

They called you every single bad word ever created.
That hurt you the most.
You cried yourself to sleep every night.

Through all the hard times, only one person stayed beside you all the way, your best friend, Stiles Stilinski.

You and Stiles had been best friend since you were both in first grade.

It was a bright sunny day, you were playing in the school's playground, waiting for your mom to pick you up.
Honk..honk.. It was your mom.
"Mommy!" You shouted as you ran up to her and hug her leg.
"Hey honey. Your mom smiled at you.
You saw an ice cream guy, your eyes went wide.
You pull on your mom's pants.
"Mommy, Mommy can I have ice cream pwease?" You said with puppy eyes.
Your mom laughed and said
"Okay honey, as long as you brush your teeth."
You were sitting on the bench eating your ice cream, when a boy your age, walked up to you.
"That looks yummy." He said referring to the ice cream.
"You want some?" You asked while giving him some of your ice cream.
He just nodded and took your ice cream.
"My name is Stiles, what's your name?" He said smiling with a messy mouth.
You giggled
"Y/N.."

You guys shared everything together, you two were so close that some of your friends thought that you two were dating.

You two were seniors now.

Honestly, you started to develop feelings for him, and vice versa.

He knew everything about you, except for one thing.

That you cut.

For you cutting makes you alive.

Stiles loved everything about you, and vice versa.

Currently, you were standing in front of Stiles' door.

He has asked you if you could babysit his eight year old cousin Emma, because he was busy doing some supernatural work. And of course you said yes.

You were playing with Emma laughing and joking around when Stiles decided to peek on you.

He was day dreaming by now smiling to himself when he saw you playing around with your gorgeous smile.

You were wearing shorts today, and didn't realize that while playing, your shorts went a little bit higher showing your scars.

She poked on your scars and said..

"I know how these got here."

"How?" You replied.

She looked at you in the eyes and drag you to the couch.

"I've seen them before, my big sister had them, and she said mean people put them on your body when they weren't nice to you, because if people are mean, you are mean to yourself. My big sister went away, not sure where she went. Mommy said she went on a happy vacation because she wasn't happy here. She never came back. I miss her. Don't go on vacation, please?"

You were shocked.

Stiles was even more shock, hearing his best friend and crush cuts, breaks his heart.

"I'm never leaving you." You said as you hugged her.

"Don't go on vacation.."

"I won't.." You smiled at her.

"Pinky promise?" she said while holding her pinky up.

You joined your pinky together saying..

"I promise." You smiled

"Emma, can I borrow Y/N for a minute?" Stiles smiled as he walked up to us.

"Uh.. sure." She smiled at him.

Stiles went up to his bedroom, with you following him behind.

You turned your head towards Emma as she mouthed He likes you

You smiled to yourself while shaking your head a bit.

Once you were in his room, he said..

"Show them to me Y/N"

"Show what?" You asked hoping he won't continue the subject.

"You know what.." He smiled sadly.

You sighed knowing you lost.

You lift your shorts a bit showing your scars.

You cried and so did he.

"How long?"

"Since mom and dad divorced." you answered shortly.

"I get butterflies every time you look at me, laugh at me talk to me...Big cheesy smiles across my face...You fill that empty place deep in my heart where it has been lonely for such a long while, I hope we never part, because if we did...I don't know if I could take it..I'm giving you my heart..Please don't break it.. I feel for you so much,When your not with me..I go crazy waiting for your reply, when I can't talk to you I want to cry. I don't think I've ever felt this way.. Feelings for you come more and more each and every day, You know how to make me smile... I hate being away from you, Even for a little while..You're so sweet, When I'm near you, my whole body fills with heat,And I have an out of control heart beat.I can't control myself..I can't help but want you all to myself...I can't think of enough words to explain,..My feelings for you are simple, they're plain...Do you understand what I'm trying to say?.. I'm so glad I found you...I love you Y/N..So will you stop cutting and be my girlfriend?" Stiles explained

You were so touched by the words he picked.

"Y-yes." You cried as you ran up to him and hugged him.

"About time Stiles." Emma said while crossing her arms, leaning on the door frame.

"How long were you standing there?" Stiles questioned.

"Like the whole time I think.." She replied.

You giggled.

That was 8 months ago.

Now you were clean and happy to have Stiles as your boyfriend.

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