My Random Life

Despair Mode

I shall explain my Despair Mode

Despair Mode is a personality that is named 'Dream' due to all the abuse of my talent from other people (not family) and despair I was given. The only, I mean ONLY way to put me in Despair Mode is to put me unconscious. 

The prevention of Despair Mode is to let me sleep while dreaming. The Despair Mode switch is caused by me going unconscious or falling asleep without any dreams. Due to being my Dangan Ronpa Canon, and being part of the Ultimate Despair, the only person who can tell me to go in Despair mode is Nagito Komaeda and due to it being a one time meeting, when I was on the verge of letting Dream taking me over forever (this was before the Ultimate Despair), he brought me back to reality and confronted me. 

Dream saw him as our savior and so do I, which causing us to be yandere for him. In Dream's case, her level of sanity is really low and her being a serial killer already, we can say we just screwed him over.

After joining the Ultimate Despair, since I wanted to spread hope for the sake of Nagito, I tried (and sometimes failed) innocent people from collapsing buildings and from the other Ultimates. 

During Another Episode,  since Nagito went to Towa City for refuge without telling the other Ultimates, I was searching for him the entire time.

During Goodbye Despair, in the Neo World Program, Dream was still starting out her serial killings and was pretty brand new, and the killings freaked me out. So in order to give me dreams and daydream (while walking and doing other things), I carried an MP3 player, from the supermarket, with me and listen to any kind of music without complaint since I wanted at least something to daydream about. 

After the 3rd trail (Hiyoko survives), Monokuma decides to do a raffle, for who is a potential killer or a potential victim. After everyone draw, I got the slip that says 'Victim' and Nagito got 'Victim' as well. After he made a comment how this was bad luck, we all decided that everyone stays in their cottages until the raffle game is over. But right after the agreement, Monokuma appeared and says this:

"I forgot to mention, you all have 24 hours to kill a victim or you all die!" Then he disappears.

After hearing that, all the victims (the one who got victim) started freaking out, Hiyoko said that she'll stay in her cottage and before 24 hours are up, she'll run away since she got 'Killer'.

After exactly 24 hours, Hiyoko was found dead in her cottage, covered in cuts of different depth. Since Dream's choice of weapon is a pair of black gloves with blades attached to string that hangs off the finger tips.

But after some confusion, Nagito walks in, covered in blood, wondering who died. Everyone, but me, stared at him in shock due to the blood. Then everyone started accusing him of being the killer even though he got 'Victim'.

And this is how the 24 hour time limit went down.

24: Making plan

18: Chloroform Nagito and hide him in my cottage

13: Let Dream take over and kill Hiyoko

8: Place Nagito back in his cottage and act like nothing ever happened

1: Let myself take over again and sleep with peaceful dreams

During the class trial, everyone were about to vote for Nagito even though they debated for hours. I gave myself a smile and out loud,

"I did it."

Everyone will look at me and I quickly explain Despair Mode.

After the explanation, everyone voted for me and Monokuma announced that they got it right.

They all apologize to Nagito for accusing him and almost killing, and he forgave them all and give me a glare and asked me one question:

"Why?"

And this is how I respond:

"Because nobody has to die anymore. There might be two more class trials after this, but after that, everyone else will live. We all get to go home, including me. We all get rewards in the end for being the best we can be. Once it's all over, we get to save more lives more than we lost and count. Though, when we all do leave-"

Monokuma cuts me off there, by literally cutting my tongue off saying how I was a traitor to keeping secrets. 

"I know...I am...and so are you...and I'll save Master..." And those were my finally words before I go into my execution.

And that is a part of DR2: SD that is during the 3.5 chapter because Hiyoko survived. But I never explained who was Master was, and that left everyone in a confusion. 

But only one person managed to figure out some traits, and it was the Master himself, "It's likely that one of us are her Master. Given to the vocabulary that she used, it seems her 'Master' is still alive and well. Most like us and not the mastermind or she would've started the killing game first."

Everyone agreed with his theory on who is my master, though he definitely knows it's him since why else choose him to be the fake culprit.

And that's all I have to explain about Despair Mode. 

Sorry for the sudden story drop. 

Anyway

Sweet Dreams. dreamers!