Chapter 13

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I just wanted to start this chapter with a quick thanks to all the readers I have so far. Thankyou everyone that has put this book on their reading lists, thankyou everyone who has voted, and thankyou everyone that has left a comment so far especially. I love each and everyone of you. <3 Thanks for your support guys!

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***Brayden***

Monday was a definite bust. School wasn't as much fun since Diesel wasn't there. Math was suddenly boring, there wasn't anyone to talk to in study hall, and gym lacked that spark that usually came from playing competitive sports. Plus I was constantly checking my phone for texts from Diesel. But I had none.

Tuesday was even worse. The day was pretty much the same as Monday, except for so much more boring, and it seemed to drag on for days. In Spanish, there was a project that was introduced. It was also one of those days where you feel like everything in nature was working against me. Plus, when school wasn't boring, it was really strange. Everything felt out of place.

There was a New student at the school that I passed in the hallways a few times. He was tall, almost Diesel tall, blonde, and really handsome. Every time I passed him in the hall, he seemed to lock eyes with me. Plus, several times I watched him look me up and down. This guy gave me the creeps. 

Wednesday was even worse. I still hadn't received a single text from Diesel. Wednesday was the day that I started to question whether or not Diesel even cared about me. I hadn't gotten a single message, and he hasn't even showed up to school at all this week. After the kiss we shared and the way we talked... well, I wasn't sure what to expect. but this definitely wasn't it. I was new to relationships. Well, whatever it was that Diesel and I would be considered.

It was also Wednesday when I realized how much I was thinking of Diesel lately. It was something that was alright at first, but after three days of utter silence from him, It was frustrating. 

On Thursday morning, I came to the realization that there was absolutely nothing that I should have even expected from Diesel. He didn't owe me anything. He didn't owe me an explanation, a conversation, or even the time of day for me. He was way out of my league any way. This is why I hate crushes any way. They hurt, and they are only ever fun for one person. After spending so much time thinking about him, he was just something I wanted to get off of my mind. So when the other weird thing that happened that week, I was happy to have something different happen to me.

Thomas, one of the students at the high school that I actually went to elementary school with, started talking to me. He was the one student that everyone knew was different, but never knew quite what was different about him. It wasn't until we all hit the middle school that we all realized that he was a flaming flamboyant gay guy. And I wasn't sure what to think about him talking to me. 

He ran into me in the hallway, literally, and knocked my Spanish textbook out of my hands. 

"Oh my god!" He squealed. "I am sooooooo sorry Brayden! That was soooo my fault. Let me get it for you!" He was super nice in the way he acted. He was just very.... animated. 

"No, It's alright." I told him as he bet down to get my text off the floor. He bent down to grab it without having to bend his knees, like any normal person would have done. Already I was starting to feel flustered from the was he was acting, and drawing so much attention to the both of us. 

"Here you go!" He said as he swiped the dirt off the text book and handed it back to me. 

"Thanks." I said as I got ready to leave. 

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