Erm.. Who Are You Again? (Boy x Boy)

Chapter 18

Okay, guys, how do you feel about the town name and junk? Should I go back and change all the times the town is mentioned and give it a name? Leave a comment, let me know if you think it would make the story any better!

I'm going to jump right back in, here we go! Enjoy!

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***Brayden***

I woke up from a dreamless sleep, being cuddled by a strong and muscular arm. The arm could belong to no one other than the gorgeous hunk of man, Diesel. Last night's incidents came back to me in a flash. The shocking truth, harsh reality, and the events that took place afterwards. I felt a deep blush attack my face.

I had still been sobering up when we had started kissing, but I had been returned to alertness when things got... steamy. I remembered the way I had been, what felt like, too forward when I reached my hand into his pants. When I had been courageous enough to do it, I thought about two things. One was that he was, well, pretty big; the other was that I was pretty sure I was falling hard for this guy.

Laying in bed with him now, I couldn't help but think about the things that I feared the most with him. I was scared that he would soon miss his friends and family so much he may return home. I feared that maybe he might find someone else that made him happier than he said I do. I was afraid that maybe this was all just some sort of ploy for him to release some sexual tension. And most importantly, I was scared that he would soon see my flaws.

Last night, I had never felt more disgusted with myself than ever. Not because of the things that I was doing, but because of the way my skin seemed to wrinkle and bulge from stomach fat, while Diesel's was flat and rock hard from muscle content. I felt like I was gross, and that I wouldn't ever touch myself if I was in his shoes. I was scared that he would leave me for someone more attractive. 

I took a deep breath to calm my nerves, and this stirred Diesel in his sleep. He grunted as he stretched out his muscles, popping some joints of his joints in the process. After he relaxed, he rolled onto his side to face me.

"Morning handsome. How did you sleep?" He asked, smirking.

"I slept alright. Well, actually I slept like a rock. I didn't have any dreams though. How about you, how did you sleep?" I wanted the change the subject from myself. 

"I slept great with you next to me." He said. "And you were in just about every one of my dreams." He flashed me a smile.

"Awe." I said smiling. It was so sweet to hear him say that. It made me think about how I have waited so long to have someone like him to say cute things like that to me. I felt a chill, and I snuggled closer into Diesel, pressing myself into his chest to feel his warmth. 

"You want to get some breakfast?" He asked me.

"You know, I have some questions for you. You, sir, are not going to get out of that so easily."

He seemed so relieved. "Oh thank God." 

"What?" I asked him. 

"I was so worried you wouldn't remember. The block they have up is tricky, but once it's down, it's down for good. I'm just so glad you know the truth. And now that you know the truth, it means the world to me that you are still here, in my bed, with me." 

"Block?" I asked. "Way to be vague."

"I promise I'll answer your questions soon enough." He said.

I wrapped one of my arms under him and pulled myself even closer to him. I laced my finger through his with my free hand. He gave my hand a quick squeeze. I looked up into his eyes, and leaned up to give him a kiss. He was quick to respond, and kissed me back. I pulled away, and we both sat in silence for a few minutes.