Erm.. Who Are You Again? (Boy x Boy)

Chapter 11

I know the last chapter was short, but I got to all the points that I had planned for it any way. 

And I don't know how many other people have written other stories themselves, but being able to write a story chapter by chapter on this site is just amazing. I feel a great sence of accomplishment Just looking to edit a chapter, or writing a whole new one. 

Any who. 

Here you go everyone. Your next chapter!

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***Brayden***

When I stepped out of Diesel's truck, my cheeks were on fire with a blush. I walked around the truck and stepped into Chase's car. I was scared to death that he would tell my mom and Phil about what had happened. And amazingly, Chase did't say anything until we were half way home. 

"Soooooo..." The word hang in the air between us. When I didn't say anything, he tried talking again.

"Who.. erm... What... no.. I mean.. Fuck. I have no Idea what to say." He finally spit out.

"Then we don't have to talk about it." I told him. "And I swear to god if you say anything to mom or Phil, I'll cut a bitch." I laughed with him when I told him I would cut him. He knew that I was kind of kidding. I didn't mean that I would literally cut him, but more metaphorically. I held so much over him that he knew I knew about him. But the other way around too. He knew enough about me that it wouldn't turn out good for either of us if we went to tell on eachother. Chase and I were close, but we weren't. We share a sence of humor, and can quote different shows and movies and know exactly what the other was talking about. 

"Naw dude. I won't sy anything to them until you give me the say so." He said with a look of understanding. Chase was never one to bring anyone home until after he had been with them for a while. He also usually had me talk to the poor girl first too, that way I could talk to her about every one at home. The first time is always the craziest when it comes to visiting my house. So he understood why I wouldn't want to have to talk to mom and Phil about it yet. 

Plus I also thought he understood how the first time I brought a guy home might be weird for everyone. Me, my mom, and specially Phil. I remember when Phil had first confronted me about it. 

He took me out into the truck in the drive way to 'help' him look for a paper he left in it. We ended up sitting in the car for a good ten minutes. Most of the time he was telling me about how it does't change anything and how he didn't have anything against gay people. That he had several gay friends. It actually kind of bothered me the way he talked about gay people the way he had. 

But then it came to telling me about how I wouldn't be allowed to be all ontop of whoever I brought home. He didn't want to confuse Carly. His precious angel. It made me upset. He said That I couldn't really sit close to them on the couch like Chase and his girlfriends do, that I couldn't hold hands with them becausue it might confuse Carly and have her ask questions that he didn't want to have to give her answers to. 

But of coarse, like all situations with Phil, I didn't really have a chance to think about what was said, to get upset about what he told me in the truck until we were back inside the house, surrounded by everyone else. That was when I had digested what he said to me. Since then, I haven't really talked to him on purpose, unless it was absolutely necessairy. 

The rest of the car ride home with Chase was quiet. It was nice because I really had a chance to think back on what had happened with Diesel. 

Lacey was right, I was falling hard for this guy. At first it wasn't something that I had wanted to admit to myself. Every time I thought of him, I wouldn't let myself think about relationships, or dates, or me haveting to bring someone home to mom and Phil. It was too much troubble, too much work. And I didn't want to get led on again. It's an awful thing to be led on. 

But then Lacey had given me the incredible knews that he was also crushing on me. And then one thing led to another, and I wound up soaking wet in his little two seater truck with his soft lucious lips pressed on mine. 

Then I remembered how he had bit me. I gasped again remembering the pain from it. I looked in the passenger side mirror at my neck. Suprizingly enough there wasn't a single mark on me. No scratch, no bite mark, no hickey, it actually had me questioning if he really had bit me, or if I had imagined it. Everything still felt unreal. I couldn't believe I just had my first kiss! 

Why does my neck hurt so bad? Wait, what? Who cares, First kiss! Woooooo! I feel like such a girl. 

Once we had pulled into the driveway, I was happy to be out of the car. I walked into the house, and was happy to hear the silence. My parents don;t usually get off of work until around 4:30. Chase and I usually had the house to ourselves for a while. Until kennedy came home on the bus. It's actually funny that she takes the bus still. Chase and I go the the highschool, which is separated from the middle school by tennis courts. When Chase got his license, he told me that he would take me to school, but when Kennedy asked if she could have rides to and from school, he told her no. He feels that she should have to go through the same torture we did riding the bus, until I'm a senior next year and I can drive her.

The whole thing was pretty funny, and resulted with us haveing the house to ourselves for a good 20 minutes. I sat down on the couch and pulled out my cell. I had two new messages one from Lacey, one from diesel. I responded to Lacey first.

How did things go? ;)

Oh. My. Gosh. I love you so friggin much you know that right? It was perfect. wooooooooooooo!

I switched over to my conversation with Diesel. I smiled at his message, remembering the kiss.

Heyy :)

Hey there you! :D

Lacey texted me back before Diesel.

Really? What happened?

Well I carried his stuff out to his car for him, and it started to pour rain. So we both got into his car. Then, we talked, and I told him how I felt, and he kissed me. So amazing. I love you.

Love you too boo! Thats awesome! You had your first kiss! Omgomgomg! So are you guys like together... or what? 

Or what I guess.... We didn't really talk much after the kiss. But I hope we are... blah.

After we talked about my relationship status, and the events that occured inside of Diesel's truck, Lacey went along talking about her homework and boyfriend, and just about everything else that she talkes about. I was feeling amazing. Like I was still high from the kiss. We talked for the rest of the night up until I went to bed at 10:00.

Diesel never did text me back. Which was upsetting, but I didn't mind. I would see him tomorrow at school. 

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I'm wanting to add this part to the last chapter, but I'm not sure how many people would see it. So I'm going to leave it as is. 

I know it's short, but the next chapters are really going to pick up, I promise. I have them planned out in a note book ;D

That doesn't mean that I have it all written out, it just means that I have noted the important events that need to happen in the next few chapters. 

Whatever, I just want to start writing the exciting stuff now! I love you guys! <3

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