Addicted

Chapter 8

     As I lay there with Ryan, nearly asleep, my ringtone goes off. Of course. Ruining the moment.
     I turn over and answer my phone.
     "Hello?" I say, rubbing my eyes. I was so tired, and I needed sleep.
     "Mads! Where are you?!" Abby says to me sounding worried.
     "I'm fine, don't worry about me. I'll be home around....." I look over at Ryan and he mouths 'never'. I try not to laugh, so Abby doesn't question me. "7ish. I promise. Okay I gotta go, see ya!" I say as I hang up.
     "Why 7?!" Ryan asks me as I turn to face him again. "That's too earlyyyyyy!" He whines as he pulls me into him.
     I try to get out of his grip but fail. I groan and he shoves his face into my neck. "You're really annoying." I say to him as I laugh at him.
     He eventually let's go of me as he gets up to get dressed. "Come on, stop being lazy" He says to me as he comes over to my spot on the bed and drags my arm. I swear I thought my arm was going to get pulled out of socket.
     "Why do I have to moveeeeee?!" I groan as I basically fall into him.
     "We're going to the park. It's beautiful outside, lets get some air!" He says to me as he pulls me out of the room.
     I have time to put in my jacket which I left on the back of the chair yesterday, so I wouldn't freeze if it was cold. My hair wasn't a mess though, and I didn't wear much makeup so I'm good.
     I sit in the passenger seat, as Ryan sits in the driver seat.
     I have no idea where we are going but I'm just going to go with it.

     We were driving around for what feels like forever, until we pull up to a park. A beautiful park to be exact. I have no idea where we were, but that's what made it special. Being here with someone special.
     Ryan parks the car, and we step out of the car. I have no idea where we are going, but I follow him. I'm assuming he knows.
     We go down some steps, go through a few paths, and I just enjoy the view. It was so peaceful.
     "Hey Ryan, how often do you come here?" I ask him, as he takes my hand and puts it in his.
     "When I need time to think, some air, I'm extremely happy, or I'm bored!" He says smiling at me.
     "And which one is it right now?" I ask him, as I "cuddle" his arm.
     "Happy. Very happy." He says to me. All I can do is smile. I've only known him for a few days but it seems like forever. And I don't get that way with many people.
     We go over to a bench right in front of a pond. We sit down and I rest my head on his shoulder.
     "It's so beautiful." I say admiring the view.
     "It's not the only thing..." Ryan says looking down at me. He truly does make me happy. Even if the feeling isn't mutual, I'm so happy.
     I take out my phone and check the time and see that it says 4:36. We still have time.
     "Is there anything else you wanna do?" I ask him, taking my head off of his shoulder to look him in the eyes.
     "Yeah." He says as he looks down at me.
     "What would that be?" I say smiling at him. "We can do it, I'm totally fine with that."
     "Are you sure?" He asks me.
"Of course!" I say giving him a smile. "So what did you wanna do?!" I ask him pinching his cheeks.
"That hurt." He says rubbing his cheeks.
"Okay sorry, I'll kiss it better." I say to him as I kiss both of his cheeks. "Now tell me what you want to do!!" I say, basically forcing it out of him.
"Well, I kind of want to do you." He says giving me a wink.
"You're... I actually hate you." I say punching him in the chest softly.
"What?? You asked what I wanted to do, and I gave you my answer. Plus, you said we could do what I wanted!" He says, putting his hands up in the air like he just won the cup or something.
"Ohmygod fine!" I say giving him a grin/smirk. "And where exactly is this going to happen?"
"The woods!" He says standing up off the bench and taking my hand.
"You're crazy. We aren't fucking in the woods Ryan. I'm gonna get twigs and rocks digging into me."
"Okay. Well, here, I know a spot. Follow me." He says as he leads me through some more paths. What have I gotten myself in?

"Are we almost fucking there?" I ask in annoyance.
"Yes calm down!" He says turning another corner.
"Ryan we have been walking for like, 2 hours." I say exaggerating a little bit.
"Maddie, it has been 5 minutes." He says as he started to laugh.
And then we stop.
"Wait why did we st-" I start to say, but I realize now why we stopped. We were there.
"So where are we fucking? The bench.." He says as he points to the bench, "OR, under the tree?" He says pointing towards the tree.
"Well, seeing how I don't want to fall and break anything, so tree?!" I say, not knowing what I should say.
"Good choice!" He says as he leads me under the tree.
"Okay so, I know you know I haven't done this before, so how is this gon-"
He pressed our lips together, and I'm leaning up against the tree for support. He picks me up not breaking the kiss, and laying me down on my back. He's hovering over me just like the last time, and his hands wander up my shirt. I can't help but get a shiver because his hands were freezing cold.
He takes off my shirt, as I do the exact same to him and admire his very toned abs.
Was I actually going to do this? Hell fucking yes.
Soon, every single article of our clothing was spread out beside us, and he kisses down my neck and to my collar bone.
I could feel him moving above me, and just left me wanting him more.
"Ryan please." I manage to get out in between kisses.
"You sure?" He smirks at me.
"Yes for fuck sakes." I say still kissing him, and before I can say "rat", he was, yeah you understand what I'm saying.
After that happened, we both lay there, wearing not a single thing, breathing really heavy.
I'm just really hoping no one heard us, or found us.
"Well.... First times are always unforgettable right?" He says to me.
"And unforgettable that was." I reply.