Late Night Thoughts

Dear Self,

Dear Self,

How have you survived this long?

Whats wrong with you?

You can't even recognize yourself in the mirror anymore. You've lost more weight then you should have. You've stopped eating, caring, trying, you've even tried to stop breathing.

Why would you do this to yourself? How can you really hate yourself that much to where you look down everyday and hope that no one will call you the names you call yourself.

You can't make anyone happy anymore. Everyone you know is now depressed and you just sit there and say the same thing. What in the actual hell have you done to yourself.

You cutt and bleed to feel better. Then you don't eat so you get a "better" body. Then you end up scarred and dizzy. Your anxiety is always through the roof.

More and more people don't tolerate you anymore. You're just decayed beyond belief, how in the actual hell did you manage to fall that deep?

Sincerly,
Ashlee

{ 4/26/16; 8:17 pm }