Camila POV
Dinah she loves someone else i say sobbing while D holds me "its ok dawg dont worry hes probably just a phase" but Lauren said shes falling not just a phase she will drift away again i cant deal with it D "just calm down Mila" I cant i wish i could,can i just be alone.. "You sure Mila?" Yeah please and don't let Lauren know im crying please "dont worry hunn its our secret" After Dinah leaves i cuddle up in my bed sheets and cry untill i hear a knock on the door. "Camz..!" Oh shit its Lolo i run to the mirror and try to make myself look descent."Camz are you ok why is your door locked?" Ill be right over..i open the door "Camz whats wrong were you crying?" No i say giving her a fake smile but she just stares at my puffy eyes she knows when i cry agh i love her so much "Camz you were crying whats wrong?you know you can tell me anything" i wish i could tell her but i dont want to ruin our friendship her love is all i need and i dont want it taken away over a selfish act..I just i dont know Lolo i just miss home i guess"awww Come here she says giving me a hug" i give her a grin"you look so much better smiling Camz"yeah i guess i do"Dont you worry well visit home in a couple of weeks just enjoy it while were here"-yeah i will Lolo*Dinah walks in*Are you better Mila?Yeah D i was just telling Lauren how i miss home.."Aww youll be ok ill be here with you *Dinah hugs me almost knocking me off the bed*
Laurens POV
I hate seeing Camz cry her beautiful eyes get puffy and her voice gets raspy i just want to hug her and make her feel safe..Im just smiling at Dinah hugging her but i wish it could be me things have just become so distant between Camz and I and i guess shell never feel the same way about me "Hey Lolo can we order something to eat?"yea sure ill order a pizza i say smiling at Camz..i walk out to go get my phone
Camilas POV
Lauren doesnt seem to care anymore..my heart breaks more each day but i have to keep my face straight i cant show emotion towards her.."Are you alright mila i tried to stop Lauren but i couldnt keep her busy"It ok D im just hurting so much i dont think shell ever love me..are you crazy Mila have you seen the way she stares at you when you sing..she doesnt look at any of us like that" ive never seen her stare at me D .."well that because you always close your eyes silly" Well i get into it i say laughing "aww mila cmon you have to tell her how you feel or youll never be together.." I know D but i dont want to ruin our friendship i mean weve already drifted enough and i dont think the fans would aprove os Lauren and i" Well Mila that shouldnt matter to you" But it does i love our harmonizers and i love Lolo and i just dont want to mess anything of this up.."Itll be ok Mila hey lets go downstairs and watch a movie i think the pizza well be here soon"Alright cuz im starving
Laurens POV
Camz and Dinah come downstairs to watch a movie with the rest of us ofcourse i had a horror movie on i made space for Camz to sit next to me i love when she gets scared and tightens her grip on me.."Camz theres space for you here" "Dinah cmon lets sit next to Lolo"instead of Camz sitting next to me she waits until Dinah sits so D is in the middle of us why would she do that she always sits next to me during horror movies "OMG D im so scared let me hold your hand"I want to hold her hand i want to be the only one to hold her but she doesnt want me anymore she doesnt love me like i do i guess our love was never true as Camz gets scared she hides her face into Dinahs arm i just stare as she hugs D..While i stare at her Normani catches my gaze she looks at me with a smirk *the doorbell rings* Oh it must be the pizza ill go get it " Il help Normani says following me
"Lauren ive been watching you the whole time why dont you just tell her already?" Because im scared Mani she doesnt even like me, she doesnt even sit next to me during horror movies anymore "are you jelous of D Lolo?" Well ofcourse she gets to have Camz all to herself" "Oh god Lauren we all know you and Mila are unseperable" Well thats what i thought, i thought i was irreplaceable to her but i guess im just her friend and thats all ill ever be" Dont say that Lauren. Its the truth Mani *i pay the pizza and walk back to the living room i see Camz' face light up at the smell of the pizza we all grab a slice* After we finish eating we all walk back to the living room dinah and camz were walking together but mani starts a convo with D so i catch up to Camz "Hey how are you liking the movie i say giggling "Lolo you know i hate horror movies.."well why dont you sit next to me ill protect you? i say giving her an innocent grin. yeah sure she says smiling back at me.
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FanfictionCamila loves Lauren but the hardships they encounter break them apart.Can they fight through the lies and walls that are raised?Will Camren overcome it all?Read and find out